MEMORIES NEVER COME BACK

s u r v i v e d

2012-01-13T07:30:00.001-08:00

And thank you for being so supportive thorough these tough weeks, I'm so glad I have you.

double digits with a 2 in front

2012-01-13T04:53:00.000-08:00

HELLO

Here im going to tell you about my 23rd december. So, I was fell asleep, until woke up by a phone call in the middle of night, after 6 times missed calls. My great day began. R wished me lots of things. It was the 2nd time He woke me up in the early minute of my birthday. Happy hippo hippie! Then my friday run like other ordinary day. In the morning, ibu & bapak saying happy birthday before i went to campus :) Eventhough i just have one class, but those LPJ things always keep my day(ssssss) hectic. Working with people who couldn't work under deadline pressure is extremely crap. The evaluation is on the next day but i haven't made it yet. It was like.. Could've been better or more epic? On the evening, He told me to go to yudith's home, we called it WC (Wisma Ceria) and he attended Liga Jurusan, because he was one of the committee. I'd like to hang out with him in the night, maybe go for dinner or anything. Yudith told me to take a bath and she'll make over me after that. I asked why, she answered that R will invite me to an expensive restaurant for dinner! Riana, Nurul, and Anis came. They're so busy choosing what i should wear haha it's funny how they confused to choose beetwen rok-panjang-yang-kependekan and no one had legging vs terusan-bunga-bunga-warna-pink.

I'm waiting for R to pick me up for about more than an hour. I texted him many times but got no reply. Then suddenly yudith came and told me to sit down in front of tv. There are riana, yudith, nurul, fakhri, rasyed there. They turned off the lamp. I asked why? and also keep asking where's R? But they told me to sit down and watch what's on television.. wait it seems like a video. Yudith sat down beside me. I hug her arm and cant handle my tears from the first to the last minute of that video. R secrectly made it for me. Ah no gifts in the world can compare!!

After it, R suddenly come with Lia and Yola. I cried more and more and rewatched again with R, while all of my friends watched from behind because they didn't want to disturb us hahaha when i keep crying and my hand covered my face, then... taraaaaa! all of the-surprise-crew came with a big birthday cake and they sang happy birthday together. I looked around and there were also puput and lele there.

I also got lots of birthday saying paper from my college friends, seniors, also juniors. R prepared it secretly and perfectly :') Thank you R as the project manager, yudith riana nurul puput lele lia yola fakhri rasyed as the crew, and other stakeholders. I marked it as my best birthday ever. I got all I could ask for and more... Well, almost :) And in the next day i also got another surprise from Anis, Sekar, Anggi & Kominfo. Again, thank you.

So I'm officially 20 years old. Crazy how time blows by. I just stopped thinking about my age in terms of numbers and started looking at myself in terms of my achievement so far. It's time to figure out who I am,what I want to do in my life, what I want to stay the same and what I want to change, and which way I want to go. Happy birthday to me, stay young and TWENTEEN!!

#prayforcelengan

2011-07-04T10:01:00.000-07:00

2 moneyboxes titled 'KE LONDON' (Left) and 'KE SORBONNE' (Right)

Source of inspiration:
Lalla Pratami
Thingsweforget

This is how we spell D R E A M. As a british obsessive, of course London is the one and only a-must-visit-place. How about Sorbonne? Blame Ikal, a character in Sang Pemimpi who made us as envy as hell. Lucky him, he got a chance to step his feet there, a place named Sorbonne. Ikal, you, me, us, everybody has chances to go abroad right? Fly us to London and Sorbonne and Germany, dear moneyboxes! I know it sounds silly but since added "Allah itu baik" as my favourite quote, everything seems possible :). 2nd picture above is the way we spell U S. You'll find some self motivations, favourite band(s), favourite album cover, hobbies, dreams, inspiring people, there. It hasn't 100% finished yet but soon it'll be done.

"So many of our dreams at first seem impossible, then they seem improbable,
and then when we summon the will,
they soon become inevitable"
- Christopher Reeve

ALL TIME (b)LOW

2011-06-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

Been listening to All Time Low's latest album all the time. Jack Barakat and friends captured my attention, AS ALWAAAAYS! HA! I give 8 out of 10 for I Feel Like Dancing, Time Bomb, and Just the Way I'm not. Hustlers, are you ready for their upcoming concert in Jakarta, 6th Oct? Go follow @JAVAmusikindo for more info.

Anw, how's life buddies? Mine? Good, pretty good. Haven't wrote anything here like.. for ages. Too much things happened but too bad i didn't put it here. College is still cruel, final exams will start on this 26th and I'm not sure about the preparation. I'm hoping that I'll do well on my exams. Organization? Truth to be told, I'm getting bored, seriously. Half year to go but... Ah. Tones of work to be completed, revision to be done, LPJ to be collected lalala. People, I still remember your promise to help each other (included ME), so can you keep your promise and make it true? Hello? Blah. I'm tired. Trough it all, got tons supports from the all time pom-pom brighten my days. It's not stomachache, it's butterflies... still :)

A Piece of Peace

2011-02-04T22:13:00.000-08:00

sebenernya liburan udh resmi dimulai pertengahan januari kemaren, tp buat saya kemaren rabu itu hari perdana liburan! tepat setelah ujian kelar, ibu masuk rumah sakit, otomatis waktu saya fullydedicated buat ibu. setelah ibu pulang dr rumah sakit, saya kembali disibukkan dengan tugas HM yang mengharuskan 'ngantor' tiap hari di dekanat dari pagi sampai sore. kinda busy but i really enjoy this 'job' hehe

sampai sekarang masih percaya ngga percaya kalo proker liburan ke bandengan-Jepara yang direncanain H-1 itu bener-bener sukses terlaksana. ajaib banget, H-1 dengan semangat 45 kami memutuskan liburan ke bandengan besoknya, tapi belum ngerti naek apa kesananya & siapa yg nyetirin haha lucunya lagi nih, lanjut ngebahasnya via twitter lo! eeeh alhamdulillah banget, dengan persiapan yg serba mendadak, hari Rabu kemaren dengan 2 mobil, kami ber-11 jadi berangkat ke pantai bandengan - Jepara. berangkat dari semarang jam 09.30 dan sampai di bandengan jam 12.30.

riana, lele, jeje, iffa, fakhri, nurul, rasyed, renold, rival, kiki, yudith

ready to go!

cuaca yang galau nggak mengurangi sedikitpun semangat kami buat foto-foto, maen ombak, perang pasir, bikin crop circle versi pasir pantai, dll. semoga kestressan yang udah ditumplekin & dilarung di laut bener-bener hanyut dan ga balik lagi, amin!

f-f-f-fun!!

crop circle

smash

dear waves, brush away our stressness!

lumayan lama juga kami jadi anak pantai, kira-kira jam 5 sore kami meninggalkan bandengan dan lanjut wisata kuliner di salah satu pujasera lesehan di jepara, baru kemudian bertolak kembali ke semarang.

food culinary

arum manis :)

sepanjang perjalanan pulang, saya & temen-temen semobil malah karaokean dengan playlist beraneka genre musik, dari melayu - western - ajep-ajep - pop indo - sampe religius pun ada! standing applause deh buat playlist koleksinya mamanya yudith! gaul geeelaaaa ha-ha! selain karaokean tentu aja kami bercandaan ngalor-ngidul menyaksikan live performance :P, dan yang pasti agenda wajib adalah ngebully lele habis-habisan. upss saya jg jadi korban pembullyan ding, hiks.

sampai semarang kira-kira jam 8 lewat, bukannya langsung pulang ke rumah/kost masing-masing malah nongkrong di taman KB. kayaknya waktu itu cuma saya doang yg udah lemes. heran, temen-temen masih semangat 45, semangat nongkrong sambil foto-foto tentunya. efek kungkum di laut plus memar-memar gara-gara jatuh dari motor kemarennya kerasa banget, nah ini nih yg bikin saya loyo. setelah kongkow-kongkow ga jelas, kami pun sepakat untuk mengsisi perut (lagi), dengan tujuan tempat makan yg parampa (ga jelas). pertama, nasi ayam depan matahari, tp belum buka (FYI, bukanya tengah malem). kedua, nasi kucing pak gie di gajahmada tp lauknya udah habis & ada lagi tengah malem. ketiga, nasi kucing 33 di tlogosari tp lagi-lagi lauknya habis. setelah thawaf muterin simpang lima, muterin tlogosari, akhirnya perburuan kuliner kami berakhir di nasi goreng sederhana, tlogosari. selesailah serangkaian acara one day trip kami, dan FYI saya pulang sampai rumah jam setengah 12 malem, WOOOOOW! :D keesokan harinya saya bener-bener tepar dan terpaksa mengikhlaskan ga ikut reunian bareng anak-anak padepokan yg usut punya usut ternyata ke ... pantai bandengan juga -,-

night life
IF 09 . nice shoot!

lesson to learn :
yang direncanakan selalu ga jadi-jadi, yg dadakan lancar terkendali :P

....

2011-02-04T22:08:00.000-08:00

hai
saya, si drama-queen datang kembali.

menurut saya..
ada kalanya kita berada dalam fase extrovert
butuh mereka untuk berbagi
butuh saran-saran mereka untuk menguatkan
mereka, dengan telinga-telinga yg siap mendengarkan
dengan bahu yg siap dijadikan sandaran
dengan lengan yang siap merengkuh hangat
mereka itu
kalian.

kali ini, saya, berada dalam fase berkebalikan
bukan karena tak butuh kalian untuk berbagi
tak butuh saran yang menguatkan
tak butuh telinga-telinga yang siap mendengarkan
tak butuh lengan yang siap merengkuh hangat
bukan itu.

kemaren, saya tersadar oleh suatu hal
kalian, selalu ada dalam fase a p a p u n itu

"…pepeh itu kuaaat, kita sayang kamu…."
tes. siapa yang ga nangis coba dapet sms ky gini?

"…kan bukan cm status kita yg sahabatan tp perasaan kita juga cm emang akhir2 ini kita jarang punya waktu utk meluapkan perasaan masing-masing.."
makin kejer.

pernah di suatu sore yang sangat galau,
kalian dateng, mendekat dan tiba-tiba bilang
"ipeeeeeh, senyuuum!"
haha sial!
jangan sekali-sekali pasang poker face di depan sahabat,
dijamin ga mempan!

entah kalian punya 6th sense :P, atau memang udah ada kontak batin *halah*
tapi kalian selalu tau dan datang utk menguatkan di saat yg tepat, even i haven't told a n y t h i n g!!
satu pertanyaan yg akhir-akhir ini muter-muter di kepala dan belum nemu jawabannya :
saya udah ngasi apa sih ke Allah, sampai-sampai Allah ngasi kalian yg sebegituuuuuu baaaaaaaiknya? :)

i'm moving, but not leaving

2011-01-22T09:17:00.000-08:00

i find it hard at making decision between two big choices which is having it's bad points and good points. also has it's consequences. some people told me to stay, others told me not to. too fast to decide. i should have more time to think twice and more before saying yes to this, and no to that. i'd love to be here or there, but.. but.. i'm not be able to blablabla but i'd love to be there.. blahs. brainstorm attack. after 3 days full of thinking and asking advices from here, there, and everywhere, bismillah.. i've already had my own decision.

time flies
the last chapter came to an end
and the 91th would be my last post.
i'd love to stay, i'd love to learn more and improve my skill here, but
.....
....
...
..

welcome, new chapter.
i know it'll be much harder than the last.
but whatever it's, the truth is..

i'm moving, but not leaving.

one zero zero one one one

2011-01-22T08:41:00.000-08:00

the 365th day, the 12th month, the first year. oh wait, i should put 'it supposed to be' in the beginning of this post, shouldn't i? looked back at the good old times, those memories popping around my mind. this time, i do really know what's my blog's title actually means - Memories never come back, it's out of sight but not out of mind. call me bad on forgetting, call me bad on letting go, call me bad on moving on, call me weak, it's all up to you. if those are subjects, i bet my score would be E.

dear Allah,

You work in mysterious ways. the most hurting pain, uncountable tears, long-lasting sadness brought me to be stronger. Thank You for always being there for me, listen to every single of my prays, my sighs. You are the place where i find nobody to talk to. Gusti Allah mboten sare, these words belong to You, really :) also thanks for giving me so-called soul sisters :) thanks and thanks and thanks! zillions of thanks wouldn't enough, Allah :)

dear soul-sisters,

let me say thank you so muchies for lend me shoulders to cry on, for gave me loads of advices, also for the warmest hugs. i remembered how care you all to me when i'm in the lowest point of life, until now. you know me so well, you really do. you really know what i feel, although i haven't told anything. you are mood boosters, smile makers, pain healers, you are better than the best. having you around me is one of the best thing in my life. i know you don't need your names here to know how much i love you all, right? xxxooo

dear you,

haha dunno what to say, too much to say actually :P let's waving hands to binary rules and say "see you 90 years later" . never imagine before how things could change just like now. although we a'int meant to be and the word 'forever' is over, but these butterflies are still here. they haven't gone yet. i've told them to go away, but they won't. they thought that here is their place. sorry for keeping these butterflies :( always put you on my prayer list, wishing you all of the best since i know i.. might.. be.. not.. your.. best :)

so this is my first post after inactive period, and this post is requested by you. ehh err stop stop.. i'm running out of words ha-ha!

ps :

this post is supposed to be posted 12 days ago.

with friends like these, who needs enemies?

2010-09-22T17:39:00.000-07:00

when rainbow meets monochrome
saturday, september 18th
talents: ippa/sasri/ely 'sempuk'/arinda 'ibuk'/dela 'petek'
photographed by: dela 'petek'
location: little netherlands

you and I left our troubles far behind
but I still have just one more question on my mind

for all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
with friends like these well, who needs enemies?
owl city-the birds and the worm

ps:
see you on next gossip girls reunion.
me misses you all, always
XOXO

Best Friend Award

2010-09-07T20:59:00.000-07:00

i got a best friend award from handre febriyan or as known as hans brownsound. mucho thankies brader :)

WHO IS HANS FOR YOU?

simply, if there is a who-is-your-best-virtual-world-friend contest, then he must be the winner!

keep being the good friend and keep inspiring :)

Status History

2010-09-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

barusan jalan-jalan ke blognya dek menur dan nemu link http://apps.facebook.com/mystatuses/ buat ngecek satus-status fb kita dari jaman baheula sampe yang paling anyar. iseng-iseng aja nyobain dan bener, semua status yang pernah saya posting dari masih baru-barunya facebookan sampe status yang beberapa jam lalu saya posting ada semua. ini beberapa status yang story-behind-it nya masih keinget sampe sekarang..

Iffa 2 more chapters included loads of kotoba & patterns of sentence! geez, feelin like this brain was burnt :| (Wed, 06 May 2009 14:23:08 GMT)

lagi dipusingkan dengan ujian jepang keesokan harinya, ngafalin bejibun kosakata & pola kalimat. but i love learning japanese anw, dan alhamdulillah selama di SMA ga pernah remidi ujian jepang hihi :p

Iffa finally, after 6 hours sitting in front of my lappy, workin wif html codes, i've been updated my first-html- blogskin successfully! *widee smile* (Thu, 07 May 2009 15:40:55 GMT)

ini pertama kalinya saya utak-atik template blog, pertama kalinya main html. pokoknya waktu itu bener-bener buta html. ngutak-atiknya jg cm bermodal googling & modal sok tau, jadi ga heran kalo sampe 6 jam heheh untung nebeng speedynya tante :p

Iffa terimakasih saya ucapkan kepada teman2 sekalian yg telah mempercayakan peran POCONGAN kepada saya untuk drama b.Jawa. sungguh suatu kehormatan bg saya. saya cinta kalian! (Sat, 09 May 2009 06:21:05 GMT)

ungkapan kekesalan yang sekesal-kesalnya gara-gara saya ditunjuk memerankan pocongan buat drama ujian praktek bahasa jawa. sempet pake acara ngambek segala loh saya hahaha tp akhirnya saya berhasil memerankan peran tersebut dengan penuh penjiwaan. pokoknya ini drama paling kocak yg pernah sy mainkan! *bbeeuh belaga pemain drama aje :p

Iffa kemaren terkapar di rumah sakit, malem ini ngemol sama mumeh haha! (Sun, 14 Jun 2009 13:45:57 GMT)
baru sehari pulang dr rumah sakit gara-gara kena hepatitis, e malah jeng-jeng sama emak nyari dress buat prom. luka bekas infus belom ilang, badan masih lemes tapi semangat shopping ga boleh kendor hehe

Iffa dingin2 gini bakar jagung + barbeque + api unggunan di halaman villa sambil liat bintang bareng temen sekelas :) (Sat, 11 Jul 2009 12:44:12 GMT)
padepokan's farewell 1st session :) best night ewveeer!

Iffa our 2nd trip to jepara on wednesday wouldnt be the end we do everything together! (Mon, 27 Jul 2009 12:39:18 GMT)
padepokan's farewell 2nd session :) get wet on beach :)

Iffa quote for today: sudah malam apa sudah tau? (Thu, 17 Sep 2009 15:27:29 GMT)
ini waktu habis buber padepokan ramadhan taun lalu. selese makan kita rame-rame curhat-curhatan, cekakak-cekikik di halaman rumahnya sasri. sudah malam apa sudah tau itu tentang cerita horor di salah satu institut terkenal di bandung :p

Iffa lagi ngerjain tugas PW di WP duduk ndelosor nggak pewe sambil dengerin pee wee gaskins. (Tue, 13 Oct 2009 08:26:28 GMT)
yang ini lagi ngelembur bikin tugas kuliah rame-rame :D

Iffa hey you silly! :) (Sat, 26 Dec 2009 03:56:23 GMT)
yes, you! i talked to you, mdbstr.

Iffa ngerasa udah lari jauh bgt, capek, keringetan, kehausan tp gak tau tujuannya kemana ;( (Thu, 07 Jan 2010 05:45:09 GMT)
then you asked, "maksud statusmu ini apa?" ...

Iffa this butterflies keep rolling on my stomach. lol (Sun, 10 Jan 2010 10:44:26 GMT)

100110 :(

Iffa ikalong, ikal si tukang ngalong ;) (Thu, 21 Jan 2010 00:16:37 GMT)

kombinasi antara ikal, tokoh di Sang Pemimpi yang punya mimpi ke paris dan kalong, sejenis hewan malam.

Iffa be better, closer, longer, longer & longer aaaamin =) (Sun, 31 Jan 2010 03:38:09 GMT)

and now it's ended :(

Iffa chitato sisa masih awet dan ga mlempem :) (Tue, 23 Feb 2010 02:16:44 GMT)

chitato sisa yg saya bawa ke cilacap. hampir aja diminta puput tp ga saya bolehin, karena.... hmm

Iffa jimbron dan si empunyanya, duo konyol yg penuh kejutan :) (Thu, 25 Feb 2010 13:05:01 GMT)

tentang.. sebuah vespa bernama jimbron dan pemiliknya..

Iffa got a special thing from someone special :) (Thu, 11 Mar 2010 02:55:02 GMT)

kejutan holga.

Iffa if i could press the undo button, back to that day then capture all moments, once again =,= (Wed, 24 Mar 2010 14:30:10 GMT)

kecewa luar biasa gara-gara tragedi rol pertama yang gagal dicetak gara-gara salah obat waktu proses pencucian. kalo bukan rol pertama mungkin ga bakal se-kecewa ini.

Iffa 5 mins for 5 days =.= (Thu, 15 Apr 2010 23:54:11 GMT)

got 5 mins midnight call from you, after 5 days without any communication.

Iffa membengkak, menyipit, mengantung (Thu, 29 Apr 2010 13:02:29 GMT)

heartbreak is a serious mental disorder

Iffa one day bed rest after one day trip. (Sun, 04 Apr 2010 03:34:21 GMT)
kickfest, halte keren, soto porsi besar :(

Iffa the silence isn't so bad till i look my hand and feel sad, cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly x( (Sun, 06 Jun 2010 14:33:20 GMT)
lirik Vanilla Twilight nya Owl City. benar-benar menohok.

Iffa 'ten' to 'five' (Wed, 09 Jun 2010 22:15:06 GMT)
it's supposed to be the 5th on july 10th :(

Iffa rajin mengompres supaya kempes. (Fri, 18 Jun 2010 15:16:49 GMT)
jatoh dari motor yang mengakibatkan bibir saya lebih seksi dr angelina jolie.

aaah jadi keinget lagi :(

no place better than home

2010-09-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

gambar buruk rupa khas anak TK, hasil drawing-without-skill ini saya dedikasikan khusus buat temen-temen yg lagi pada pulang kampung dan sedang menikmati home sweet home masing-masing. nikmatilah suasana ramai nan hangat di rumah bersama bapak, ibu, adek, kakak sebelum beberapa minggu lagi kembali berteman dengan makhluk bernama kesepian di sebuah kamar berukuran 3x3 atau yg akrab dipanggil dengan 'kost'. nikmati juga masakan mama tercinta yang tentu saja lebih enak dari kucingan manapun, atau warteg manapun, atau bahkan resto manapun yang biasa jadi sasaran anak-anak kost untuk urusan mengisi perut. ditunggu cerita-cerita serunya saat kembali ke perantauan nanti, ditunggu juga oleh-olehnya ya :)

If I Could

2010-08-31T15:49:00.000-07:00

the reds have nowhere to go. surrounded by the blues, here there and everywhere. watch out, think twice or more. another wrong step would be the worst mistake. the better way is by ending the game and starting the new one. case closed. game over. this is what move-on means.

Manage Me, I'm a Mess

2010-08-13T04:33:00.000-07:00

i don't know.
either unable, or not.
sit at a table, facing each other.
do not talk to each other, no regard each other.

others may be aware there is a strange,
but maybe not.
and i will try as if nothing ever happened,
you would too, I'm sure.
die-off of not having direct contact.

secretly wished you would not have come.
for our own good,
or for the sake of kindness to be exact.
don't need to see you look like a far from pleasant but i missed every day.
don't need to hear you laughing, talking.
i was secretly hoping you will not be present later.
so i do not need to act right.
because i know you know i'm not okay.
and will not fine to see you sitting across the table,
laugh, and think that i'm just one of your old friend.

ambaraWAW!

2010-08-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO

i had a trippy trip to Ambarawa with my super-duper-hyper-better than best friends on monday. first destination was nurul's home sweet home, then we went to Museum Kereta Api Ambarawa for photo session. by the way, for you who is a food culinary lover, if you passed Ambarawa street, you will find sellers along the road who sell traditional food named serabi. it's highly recommended!

talents:
iffa/yudith/riana/puput/je/lia/nurul/renold
most picts shooted by me, so that there isn't much picts of myself. lol

more:
feel free to check ambaraWAW on my facebook account :)

a Special DIY-Viddie

2010-08-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

i made this viddie for my soul-sisters.

woof you to bits & pieces, hey cupcakes!

XOXO

we love you, kiddo!

2010-07-25T21:32:00.000-07:00

the best way to cheer yourself up is to try cheer somebody else up. salah satu caranya adalah dengan berbagi, ga perlu ngasi barang-barang wah dengan harga wah, yg penting ngeliat mereka tersenyum bahagia itu sudah lebih lebih lebih lebih dr cukup *ceilah*. nah nah, kemaren Sabtu-Minggu, divisi sosial ngadain acara yg dikasi nama Ilkom Berbagi, kerjasama bareng komunitas satoe atap. fyi, komunitas satoe atap ini semacem komunitas peduli pendidikan anak-anak putus sekolah karena faktor ekonomi, yg mayoritas berasal dr anak2 jalanan,pengemis dan pemulung. saya sendiri sebenernya bukan panitia, tp dikasi amanah ngebantuin sie PDD jd juru foto. gosh, beneran ga rugi ikutan acara ini! walopun anak-anaknya bawel bawel & bentar bentar "kak.. fotoin kaaaak!", "kak… pinjem kameranya kaaaaak!", "kak.. liat fotoku yg tadi kaaaak" tp seriusan deh, seruuuu bangett! hari sabtu sore kita ngajarin adek-adek menghias pensil. hiasannya dr flanel yg dibentuk kupu-kupu warna-warni.

jd cakep kan pensilnya? hoho tapi ada juga yg seenak udhel loh

"kamu bikin apa ndut?"

"aku bikin pocong, tali pocong perawan"

*jedyeeeeeng*

yg bikin pocong tadi namanya rudi, si gendut ginuk-ginuk yg jd bahan godaan saya & temen-temen. hiiiiih nggemesyiiiin! :D

rudi & pocongnya

*tengah*

pose by request :p

hari minggu pagi kita ngadain beberapa perlombaan. yg pertama lomba gambar. lucu-lucu bangat gambarnya. instruksinya disuruh bikin sapi, e malah ada yg gambar kucing, kerbau, babi. abis itu dilanjutin lomba makan pisang berpasangan, lomba minum air pake sedotan yg disambung-sambung, dan yg terakhir lomba jalan berpasangan pake balon.

gambar

minum air

makan pisang

balon

setelah puas & capek lomba ini itu, sambil istrirahat & berleha-leha, diumumin siapa-siapa jawara masing-masing lomba & dilanjutkan dengan pembagian hadiah. acara diakhiri dengan makan nasi kuning rame-rame. sebelum pulang masing-masing anak dapet kenang-kenangan satu satu, jadi semua pulang, semua kenyang, semua bawa hadiah.

hey hey adek-adekku semuanya, senang bermain-main bareng kalian :')

another pieces of happiness

"thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. happiness never decreases by being shared"

like we used to

2010-07-17T19:41:00.000-07:00

does (s)he watch your favorite movies?
does (s)he hold you when you cry?
does (s)he let you tell him(her) all your favorite parts?
when you've seen it a million times
does (s)he sing to all your music?
while you dance to purple rain
does (s)he do all these things?
like I used to?

will (s)he love you like I loved you?
will (s)he tell you everyday?
will (s)he make you feel like your invincible
with every word (s)he'll say
can you promise me that this was right?
don't throw it all away
can you do all these things?
will you do all these things?
like we used to?

-a rocket to the moon-

you could change who, but not what

2010-07-15T10:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

setelah ujian akhir semester resmi dinyatakan selesai, kami pun sibuk menyusun proker hedon. dan proker pertama yg sudah terlaksana adalah malem mingguan di Semarang Fair alias pasar malem. berangkat ngumpul di rumah sy dulu, habis itu rame-rame nyerbu MAJT dan berasoy geboy disana. awalnya pengen masuk ke rumah setan, nah pas udah nyampe depan rumah setan ada yg merengek-rengek ga mau ikutan masuk, takut katanya. yasudah akhirnya ga jadi ke rumah setan, padahal sy pengen bgt, seumur-umur belom pernah menjajal rumah setan hehe tp berhubung para lelaki ga mau ikutan masuk, yaudah batal deh ke rumah setan, takut di grepe-grepe sm abang-abang setan nya hehehe. perjalanan pun dilanjutkan, dan akhirnya kita sepakat naik bianglala dengan syarat satu sangkar satu orang! oke, siapa takut! saya, yudith, renold patuh sm peraturan, tp ginting, nurul, puput, riana satu sangkar dua-duaan huh! bianglala lumayan jg bikin sport jantung + tremor, apalagi di menit-menit terakhir, sengaja dicepetin sm mas-mas nya. haduh ndeso banget ky ga pernah naik bianglala *emang ga pernah* haha

tujuan selanjutnya adalah ombak air. ini ga pake tenaga mesin lo bikin ombaknya, swear! yg muter-muterin mas-mas nya, jd murni pake tenaga manusia! dahsyat! sangar! handal! sampe ngowoh ngeliatin mas-mas nya breakdance di ombak air yg lg muter-muter, malah ada yg gelantungan segala, berasa nonton sirkus euy. nice perform, you're rawwwksss! \m/

proker-proker hedon lainnya masih dalam tahap perencanaan.

ayo dong jgn cm direncanain pengen ini itu, pengen kesini kesitu tp direalisasikan ya teman-teman! :p

well, let me say have a blast holiday, people!

"Without accepting the fact that everything changes, we cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for us to accept it. Because we cannot accept the truth of transience, we suffer"
- Shunryu Suzuki

Do Think Before Shoot

2010-07-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

random shoot

perkenalkan,

namanya olympus, biasa dipanggil mpus

sodara sepupunya ntosh

cuma seonggok pocket kamera berkekuatan 10 mpx yg baru berusia 6 bulan

pengen banget suatu saat nanti nyariin temen buat mpus biar ga sendirian terus

mmm, masih seperti yg dulu, craving for TOYCAM alias kamera plastik alias lomo-lomoan

playing with digital is good, but analog is better.

eh jangan lupa,

mau itu analog atau digital,

yg penting : do think before shoot! :)

apalagi yg make film 120, pegang teguhlah prinsip itu ha-ha!

Rainbow, Show your Face!

2010-07-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

mana dimana mana pelanginya?
mereka bilang habis hujan ada pelangi
argh bantengduduk! *bullshit*
mendung, udah
gerimis rintik-rintik, udah
hujan lebat angin kencang petir menyambar, juga udah
lalu kenapa belum mncul juga pelanginya?
atau jangan-jangan
masih ada hujan yang lebih lebat angin yang lebih kencang petir yang lebih menyambar?

pelangi GSG

favourite words:

ah itu paling pedurungan doang yang mendung-R, months ago

Damn Right Facts

2010-06-23T10:33:00.000-07:00

tujuh
bibir perlahan menormal kembali setelah sempet beberapa hari menjontor sebelah gara-gara insiden nyium aspal minggu lalu. luka sobeknya berubah wujud jd sariawan yg lumayan banget gedenya dan memaksa saya minum pake sedotan ples jejeritan kalo makan sambel. sekali lagi, jgn salahkan helm! hehe

enam
alternatif penghilang hampa tiap malam adalah ngeplurk. bukan penghilang sih, lebih tepatnya peminimalisir. respon-responan plurk sampe OOT alias ngalor ngidul sampai tengah malem bareng para personil kera sakti yang jg sama-sama hampa. untunglah, plurk gak pernah over capacity :D

lima
saya lagi berusaha menjalani minggu tenang setenang-tenangnya dan sok lupa kalo para tugas besar pada ngantre minta dikerjain. bodo, my brain should need a vacation or at least a break.

empat

gara-gara 1 Litre of Tears jd kepengen banget ketemu sm penderita spinocerebellar ataxia. malahan sempet berandai-andai pengen jadi dokter syaraf. mimpi besar & mimpi kecil sama-sama gratisnya kan? hehe

tiga
adek-adek saya gila-gilaan hasil rapornya. yg kelas 4 SD dapet ranking 1 sekelas, yg X-olimpiade rangking 2 se sekolah. apa kabar IP saya nanti? terjung bebaskah? ti ti tidaaaaaak!

dua
akhirnya setelah melalui pemikiran panjang (kurang lebih seminggu) saya memutuskan menerima tawaran itu. sebagai hadiahnya, teman-teman saya menjanjikan berbungkus-bungkus es krim trico hahaha. hari ini udah dibeliin 2 bungkus. hayo yg ngerasa masih utang trico segera dilunasin ya!

satu
relationship status: on the way to ikhlas :)

Kertas Doa

2010-06-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

begini kalo lagi dilanda kebosanan di kelas
dosen sibuk menjelaskan algoritma pemrograman dan kami berenam sibuk meggambar
ambil crayon
ambil kertas
corat coret corat coret, terciptalah kertas doa
pengennya dibikin kapal-kapalan terus dihanyutin
hanyut, dan sampai di laut dalam bentuk serpihan-serpihan mikron.

Out of the Orbit

2010-06-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO

i'm not the one who had much experiences in love life, i mean in a relationshit status for several times so that i'm not well experienced about this one hehe but from novels i've read, films i've watched which exactly based on love stories i can conclude that a love story had a cycle. from nothing to everything then back into nothing.

stranger-friend-best friend-in love-broken hearted-hater-enemy-stranger

that's the cycle of the most love life *included me. lol*. everything starts from zero. you don't know who he is and so doesn't he. after both of you know each others, you two become friends and maybe getting closer and closer. friend grows up into close friend or best friend or besties or yah whatever you name it lah, it's one step higher than just a friend and one step closer to love ha-ha! nah, i think this is one of the hardest part when you finally realized that you had different feel for your best friend. you are in crossroad between loving is always owning: keep moving forward to fight your love and love isn't always owning so that you'd better to keep your friendship. some choose the first option: keep moving forward to fight love. best friends turn into in a relationship. i used to believe that everything has ups and downs side, so that love life. when your love journey comes to an end, this is what we called broken hearted. you've been hurted so damn, crying inside and outside. you are trying to show your mask face by smiling, but sometimes it doesn't work. don't worry, remember that your bestest friends are always beside you with their shoulder to cry on and told you that everything's gonna be alright :')

hater-enemy-stranger. well actually i don't like those three words. sounds not good to listen. maybe my cycle is currently stuck among those three. hater? enemy? or back into stranger? i don't know *sigh*. hater? oh c'mon how could i hate you???!! how hurt this pain allows me to hate you more and i've tried how to hate you. i keep trying and trying but i can't! i can't hate you, even just.. a bit. enemy? i give up for being a hater and also enemy. you are still with your zippered mouth and unreadable mind. you acted like you don't care and i did too. the fact is i care too much i think too much but i pretend like i give you no attention. we both still keep our silence, until.. yesterday. i wonder why my cycle doesn't rotate as it's orbit. some parts are lost. so, where is me? you? us? time doesn't have mouth, but it will answer everything.

Two Days to Go

2010-06-13T03:02:00.000-07:00

taking my self out of the radar for the last two weeks. call me the bird on golden cage, but somehow i feel better when i find myself alone on my comfy room with those thick highschool-books on my hand and no one bothers me. if you thought it was about an obsession, then you're probably wrong, note that! welcoming wednesday with fulled spirit and shouted 'i'm ready! i'm ready to get my sweet escape!' GOD, please..

nurul's day

2010-06-10T00:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO

this post is dedicated to one of my besties, Nurul Mutiani Sukarno yg akrab disapa nurul alias ulul alias oma alias ompreng (oma cempreng) saking bawelnya. sebenernya ultahnya nurul kemaren minggu, berhubung minggu jadi kita ngerjainnya terpaksa mundur sehari.

spammm, besok jd ngerjain nurul dgn cara ditutup mata & diiket di pohon. bawa air buat guyur, kalo ada yg punya rafia bawa, telor fleksibel aja. okeoke? rencana TKP pohon depan rusunawa

(yudith)

Senin pagi abis penilaian lari 2,4 km & SKJ gelang biru melancarkan misi suci ini. pertama surprise kue dulu (ceritanya biar nurul gak curiga kalo ada surprise selanjutnya : pembantaian habis-habisan) first cakenya bukannya buat ginting malah buat dosen-dosen olahraga hahaha

nah setelah kuenya ludes laris manis tanjung kimpul, renold & bonsai yg dapet tugas nutupin mata melancarkan aksinya. sementara yg lain bagi tugas megang tangan & naliin kaki pake rafia. bukannya pasrah tapi malah gak mau nurut, teriak-teriak meronta-ronta, mewek pula. butuh waktu lumayan lama buat menjinakkan nurul sebelum akhirnya pasrah tak berdaya hahaha gara-gara gak tega liat nurul yg udah nangis, rencana semula naliin dia di pohon terpaksa digagalkan.

si cantik nurul pun seketika terlihat semakin cantik dalam balutan tepung terigu dan telur. mission is successfully done! hip hip horeeeee *highfive*

selamat ulang taun oma, aku puas sekali melihatmu menangis dianiaya habis-habisan. dan buat gelang biru, terimakasih kerjasamanya ya, we did it! hehehe
btw, who is the next?

ps:
gelang biru itu gelang persahabatan
ada 10 orang yg make:
ippa, yudith, riana, nurul, lia, je, puput, renold, bonsai, sandy
apapun yg terjadi, semoga persahabatan kita bersepuluh tetep awet, langgeng sampai kapanpun, amin.

@chicken fans, maret 2010

"lo... ippa nya mana?"
"lo... kan yg motret"

Inside Me Now There's Only Heartache and Pain

2010-05-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

saya..
berada di titik mood terendah
dibombardir dari berbagai arah

mulai hari ini,
gak pengen log in facebook
HP jg sengaja sy titipin ke puput
saya pengen ngilang dulu dr peredaran
saya lg gak pengen diganggu
apapun
siapapun
saya pengen sendiri
bener-bener sendiri

dan buat kamu,
thanks for ruining my life. thankiou.
tak ada yg lebih menyakitkan drpd menyaksikan dengan MATA KEPALA SENDIRI.

pergilah bersamanya disana//dengan dia yg ada segalanya//bersenang-senanglah sepuasanya//biarkan disini ku menyendiri//terlintas keinginan tuk dapat//hilang ingatan agar semua terlupakan//dan ku berlari sekencang-kencangnya//tuk melupakan mu yg tlah berpaling..

a Confession

2010-05-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

sepenggal lirik lagu Harder than You Know-nya Escape the Fate
buka mata, buka hati, perhatikan dengan seksama bagian yg berwarna merah.

***
maaf,
objek postingan blog atopun status-status di fb juga di plurkie masih sama

tentang dia
tentang dia
masih slalu tentang dia
i just can't let him go out of my mind.

Picts Speak Louder than Words

2010-05-07T22:48:00.000-07:00

Hasil holga udah aku aplot,tp blm smpt ngtag kamu.hehe

girang bukan main wkt notifikasi facebook ngasi tau kalo kamu ngewall saya & ngasi kabar gembira ini
trs sy ijin buat ngedownload 16 foto yg ada di album 'My First Unlucky Roll'
deg-degan to the max wkt nungguin loading buka album ini
rada kecewa juga sih wkt liat hasilnya
tak apalah, namanya jg rol pertama
makin abstrak makin nyeni, ya gak?

foto yg atas sendiri itu foto kita di spion mobil derek di kota lama
foto yg kedua sy yg motoin
kalo foto terakhir itu salah satu halte keren di jogja

karena msh amatiran dan baru ini megang toycam
jd kita blm ngerti aturan main advance wheel
harusnya diputer sampe nomer selanjutnya, bukannya titik selanjutnya
makanya jd numpuk-numpuk gt
hehe

kota lama//gang sabung ayam//spion mobil derek//polder tawang//JEC//halte jogja//

satu rol film untuk seabrek kenangan yang.. argh.. kalo kt Marcell & Kahitna: tak-akan-terganti
saya kangen kamu
kangen holga dua-duanya
dan kangen rutinitas kita: berburu objek foto sampe lupa waktu.

where is the good in goodbye?

2010-04-29T20:58:00.000-07:00

layang-layang saya putus

mungkin anginnya terlalu kencang

atau kesangkut layang-layang lain yg lebih besar *sigh*

padahal benangnya udah kuat
bukan benang sembarang benang..

saya..

takut main layang-layang lagi.. :(

Driving License

2010-04-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

*mohon maaf
karena foto terlalu ahik, jd tidak untuk komsumsi publik*

terima kasih teramat sangat buat si bapak tercinta yg udh nemenin jauh-jauh ke kntr polisi sampai bolos ngantor sagala,

mas luth yg udh merelakan waktunya ikut nemenin kemana-mana

dan jg buat pak polisi baik hati yg memberikan driving license ini tanpa mst repot-repot ikt ujian praktik hehehe

maacih ya pak *highfive*

juga

buat riana, yudith, puput

yg selalu setia nentorin nyetir motor sepulang kuliah

dan merelakan mio-mionya jd kelinci percobaan

dr yg awalnya bener-bener gk bisa

dr mulai belajar ngegas

sampai akhirnya (mem)berani(kan) terjun ke jalan raya

walopun masih goyang dombret, masih sering heboh dan gemeteran kalo dipepet mobil, masih kekeuh 20 km/jam dan berakibat ditin-tin terus-terusan argh namanya jg amatiran!

terimakasih ya *cupss*

ah yg penting udah ada SIM di dompet,

masalah bw mio ngampus itu.. tunggu tanggal mainnya hahaha :D

anw, out of topic nih

barusan mampir di lapaknya dek Nadia Azka, katanya di majalah HAI disebutin kalo SMA 3 Semarang itu SMA terbaik di Indonesia versi Depdiknas, rata-rata UANnya 85 *glek*
trus kalo versi majalah GADIS, SMA 3 Semarang ada di urutan ke-7 se endonesiah
proudproudproud :3

Double the Trouble

2010-04-27T04:55:00.001-07:00

(mungkin) Allah lagi sayang sayangnya sama sy, Allah lg sebegitu perhatiannya sama sy, makanya sy dikasi masalah keroyokan gini, yg belom mati satu tapi udah tumbuh seribu. (mungkin) ini bagian dr yg disebut-sebut proses pendewasaan dan mau tak mau (mungkin) sy dituntut harus menghadapinya ala orang dewasa, menghadapi, bukan lari. (mungkin) sy emang ceroboh, seperti yg kamu bilang. (mungkin) saya emang gak peka, dan merubah sy jadi peka itu gk gampang.
(mungkin) sy emang jadi makhluk super cengeng akhir-akhir ini. iya, saya jg ngerasa (mungkin) ini bukan sy yang dulu, yg anti nangis di depan orang. (mungkin) sy bukan sy yang dulu, yang pinter nyembunyiin masalah, berkamuflase dan memasang tampang i'm-okay-nothing-wrong-happened-with-me di depan sahabat. sudah sekuat tenaga hasrat untuk menangis itu sy bendung, berusaha menahan (mungkin) sampai sy dalam kondisi benar-benar sendiri dan melampiaskannya di pojokan kamar sampai tertidur tp sy gagal, sel-sel saraf mengomandokan aba-aba ke mata spy kelenjar air mata berproduksi lebih. menangis emang gk nyelesein masalah tapi (mungkin) ini wujud ekspresi ledakan tekanan batin yg terus menerus menekan, menggerus, dan meninggalkan lubang besar yg entah kapan bakal nutup lagi. sy emang salah, sekali lagi sy sadar sesadar-sadarnya kalau lagi-lagi sy salah dan kesalahan itu berakibat fatal. (mungkin)sy benar-benar butuh pskiater untuk menstabilkan sy yg lagi labil ini atau (mungkin) sy harus dirukiyah biar setan-setan yg nempel ilang dan sifat-sifat jelek sy yg bikin km sebel ilang. (mungkin) sy udh gk ngerti lg gimana cara ngebuka pintu maaf kamu yg udah digembok dan (mungkin) ditutup rapat-rapat tanpa celah itu. (mungkin) saya udah gk ngerti lg kemana mesti mengadu berkeluh-kesah meminta solusi ataupun (mungkin) hanya sekedar ingin didengarkan. pada akhirnya ketika seseorang sudah berada di suatu titik yg hanya beberapa senti menuju titik pusat keputusasaannya, berserah diri kepada Allah-lah solusi terbaik dari segala solusi-solusi terbaik. berusaha mendoktrin diri sendiri, kalau Allah sudah menyiapkan jalan keluar terbaik untuk semua masalah. semoga Allah nularin sifat pemaaf-Nya buat kamu ya.. amin
through at all, still.. nobody but you, R. i really miss the old you :(

Hari Ini Seminggu yang Lalu

2010-04-10T05:04:00.000-07:00

berangkat 4 jam, singgah 3 jam, pulang 3 jam
bersenjatakan 2 holga dan sebuah camera digital
berbekal sebotol air mineral dan sebungkus amplang asli pangkalanbun yg masih terbungkus rapat sampai pulang (gak kemakan),
keliling-keliling kota dengan plat AB berseliweran (cuma buat nyari pombensin yg mushalanya sekeren mushala pombensin depan RRI,sayangnya gk nemu)
sesekali jeprat-jepret di jalan, juga di halte keren dengan background jadul gambar pahlawan
menyambangi JEC yang sore itu dipadati jubelan remaja, menghasilkan 2 plastik berisi sebuah polo shirt biru & sebuah kaos (kalo saja gk saya stop mungkin belanjaannya bisa beranak-pinak ky ibu-ibu pulang dr pasar)
menyempatkan mengisi makan siang sekaligus makan malam di soto ayam porsi jumbo dengan harga murah-meriah
setelah kenyang, gantian si mio yg dikasi makan full-tank dan langsung capcus menempuh kembali perjalanan puluhan (atau ratusan?) kilo, temenan sm transformer2 (bc: truk) segede bagong ditambah lagi jalanan dengan hutan di kanan-kiri yg superegelap hiii seram =.=
sok-sokan nekat jadi backpaker dan berakibat tepar seharian
pegel iya, ngantuk pasti
seneng? tentu saja :)

2010-04-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

selaen jago makan, jago ngebanyol, jago menaikkan (sekaligus menurunkan) mood saya

ternyata jago gambar juga

Kisah Tragis Rol Pertama

2010-03-24T15:59:00.000-07:00

hari ini, di Wa**et, sebuah studio foto di kawasan tembalang..

mas bisa cuci-scan film 120?

oh bisa mas

*cengar-cengir senang bukan kepalang sambil ngeluarin rol film dr tas*
ini kemaren udah dicuci mas, tp gak bisa discan katanya

oalah pantes, apanya yg mau discan mas, rolnya aja polosan gini

hah?? *ngowoh mantengin rol yg berubah rupa jd mika transparan*

harusnya film kalo dicuci jdnya gk ky gini mas, gk transparan gini. liat nih indikatornya aja ilang semua. harusnya disini ada nomer-nomernya. film kalo udah dicuci warnanya cokelat, ky klise tu lo mas. kalo kebakarpun warnanya item, ga transparan ky gini

lo? kok bisa gitu mas???

ada beberapa kemungkinan, bs aja salah obat waktu proses cucinya. bisa jg wkt masang kameranya gak pas, jd gak nyantol

saya beli kamera second mas, udah dipasang rol filmnya sm yg punya. kemaren wkt filmnya abis advance wheelnya udh gak bs diputer, berarti emang filmnya udh muter kn?

mm... kalo salah masang film gak mungkin indikatornya sampe ilang semua. kemungkinan ini salah obat mas. biasanya transparan gini gara2 film BW tapi dicuci pake obat yg buat film warna, jdnya ya ky gini

trus?? gak bisa dibalikin lagi mas?? *muka lemes*

ya gak bisa.. harusnya masnya ngecek dulu di selongsongan rolnya, BW/colour. jadi gak salah waktu nyuci.

kita jg gak tau mas, baru sekali ini maen2 rol film

kemaren dicuci dimana?

di k*dak bangkong, tp cm dikasi tau kalo gak bs discan, gak dikasi tau alesannya. duit bwt scan jg dibalikin

coba aja masnya kesana lg, tanyain kok bisa ky gini, gara2 salah obat/salah masang rolnya. tp mesti mereka jwbnya gr2 salah masang rol, gak mungkin mereka jujur. kemaren wkt abis nyuci gak dicek dulu rolnya?

gak mas.. kita kn juga gak ngerti apa-apa.. yauda deh makasih ya mas..

di k*dak bangkong..

eh mas, ada apa?

ini lo mas, rol yg kemaren kok gak bisa discan knp ya??

oh jd gini, ini kayaknya rol BW mas, langka banget rol yg ky gini. sebenernya kita gak melayani scan rol ky gini, kita ngelayanin yg umum2 aja, yg Color. jadi kita ngiranya ya rolnya mas yg Colour. ya gini jadinya, jd transparan gini, gak bisa discan. kalo rol yg baru dipasang di kameranya masnya yg kemaren itu udah jelas rol warna..

*batin: meneketehe kalo itu BW. lagian jg situ asal cuci seenak udhel!*
gak bisa dibalikin lg ya mas??

ya gak bisa..

hm.. yaudah deh makasih mas..

iya, sorry ya!
**

sampai sekarangpun masih berat banget buat ngikhlasin
belom bisa nrima kalo rol itu diperlakukan semena-mena oleh oknum yg tidak bertanggungjawab
pengen maki-maki
pengen nyumpah-nyumpahin
tp toh gak bakal bs balikin rol itu lg
kalo saja itu bukan rol pertama dan kalo saja isinya bukan momen seistimewa itu
mungkin saya ga bakal segelo ini
berhari-hari dilanda penasaran gimana fantastiknya hasil jepretan holga, si makhluk penuh kejutan yg selama ini cuma saya liat hasilnya di internet dan selalu membuat saya berdecak kagum
yasudahlah, apa mau dikata
harusnya kalo rol pertama ini berhasil discan, saya bisa belajar banyak dr hasilnya, byar lebih pro lagi make holga
tapi gak disangka malah kacau balau ky gini

if i could press the undo button
then back to that day & capture all moments, once again.. :(

Special Gift from Someone Special

2010-03-11T06:27:00.000-08:00

hello
so yesterday was our day and definitely hedon day! fyi, celebrate it has been our routinity :)
we watched muvee together, then had steak for dinner at WS sampangan, after that we went to kota lama, enjoyed the night view there with it's vintage atmosphere, having chit-chat, joking, laughing and.. wishing *only us & God who knows our wishes* :)

then suddenly he told me that he was thirsty. he asked me to buy a glass of iced tea, not so far from there. then when i back, i saw he was hiding something behind his bag. i walked and walked closer to him, then taraaaaaaa! i was shocked to the max seeing him hold something, a thing that made me breathless, speachless, wordless. we chased each other. i run to him, he was smiling and laughing and keep holding that 'something'. you know what, that 'something' is holga CMY 120! :)

what a big surprise! i've told to you, bloggy that i want lomo camera so muchies esp holga multicolour. i've told it hundreds time maybe. aaaaah it's the best surprise ever! :) he took candid photo of me when i run into him with my shocked face hahaha. he drape the holga around my neck, he convinced me that i wasn't dreaming, he convinced me that our biggest dream: havin holga, not only a dream anymore but it becomes reality! i just cant stop smiling, i cant stop saying thanks and thanks and thanks to him. after i woke up from unconscious condition *lebay*, we go around kota lama and took some picts around gereja blenduk, of course with holga! can't wait to see the result! :)

this is what i've been dreamed since i was on senior high school, but make it true seems so impossible for me. when i told him about lomography, he also excited & interested & falling for holga multicolour at the first sight. we decided to buy it together and each of us must save 10 thousand rupiahs a week. whenever and wherever we are, we always talk about holga holga holga and holga. our friends called us freak hahaha every night we stayed awake just for browsing any informations about holga and disscussed it together on facebook chat. we shared links that we've found, threads on kaskus that sell holga, blogs that containing the result of holga, some online stores on facebook that sell holga, or even people's deviantart hahaha but before we started to save our money to buy our holga hemh... he made that big surprise for me :)

did you notice that i put too many ":)" smiley here there and everywhere? did you notice that? hehe it reflects my feeling a looooooootssss :)))

hoaaaa i think i should end this before i blabber much much more.
thanks for keep staying here. ciao!

ps:
happy two months anniv :)

Weekend is Ended

2010-02-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

@campina home, purwokerto

had a short trip to cilacap-purwokerto for 3 days with besties & cousins. sunday suddenly turned to full-scheduled day. went to teluk penyu on morning, then visited Benteng Pendem on afternoon till evening, and the tiring day ended with hang out till night with my cousins. what a day! i was getting darker and darker! omfg! cilacap is so HOOOOOT and it's really annoying! though semarang is the hottest city ever, but i'm wrong. on monday we went to purwokerto, a small city near cilacap. walked along street with nurul & faikar, visited some distros & bag shops that spreads along the street around unsoed. then while waiting for the travel that picked us up on 15.00 we went to campina home for ice cream.

look! my wide smile means i'm good, i'm great, i'm in happy mood. i love my life lately. oldies are good. he is good, we are good. big family is good. best friends are good. friends are good. people around me are good. and that's because God is good. alhamdulillah. i want this good feeling would stay longer. amin

got to go.

thanks for staying here,

your comment will make my day.

raker is over

2010-02-18T06:10:00.001-08:00

HELLO

almost forget to share about this here. udah rada basi si sebenernya, tapi sesuai visi misi blog ini yang yaitu merecord semua kejadian yg telah saya alami, jadi harus di post deh hahaha ada aja alibinya!

minggu lalu saya resmi disahkan jadi pengurus HIMAKOM (Himpunan Mahasiswa Ilmu Komputer) 2010 lewat acara Raker HIMAKOM. alhamdulillahirobbilalamin ketrima jadi staff ahli KOMINFO (Komunikasi dan Informasi) setelah melalui seleksi dua kali wawancara. dan saya kebagian proker ngurusin web HIMAKOM. jadi maap-maap aja kalo ntar bakalan jarang posting, soalnya ada satu lapak lagi yg mesti saya urus selain blog ini & blog ILKOM '09 yang ujung-ujungnya juga (gak) keurus semua hahaha

aaaaampun pak komting jangan pecat saya >,<

proud of being a part of HIMAKOM & insya allah bakalan betah soalnya cecunguk-cecunguk saya, itu tuh yang kemana-mana ngekor saya hahaha juga ketrima jadi pengurus. yudith di divisi minat bakat bareng sm renold & bonsai, riana di divisi eko-keu, nurul divisi sosial, puput jadi sekretaris II. sik asik asik! terbukti kan kita gak cuma eksis hedon, dolan kesana kemari ples foto-foto, tapi urusan kampus kita peduli juga hahaha

eiya ini ada oleh-oleh dari Raker kemaren, more on my FB account :)

staff ahli kominfo
left to right
bawah: me, mbak lindri, mbak desti, lele
atas: hans, kipur, mas lufy, mas hafis (leader)

jeng jeng jeng jeng.. inilah pengurus himakom 2010
my bitches. XO

riana-ippa,

disela-sela break sidang

btw, still have about two weeks off from campus thingies and i'll take an alone-short-trip to cilacap this weekend.
cant wait for it! yey! :D

outbond FORTIKOM

2010-02-14T05:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

meet me again, ladies & germs! yesterday was tiring but fun! i went to Nglimut, Kendal for outbond, held by FORTIKOM (Forum Komunikasi Mahasiswa Teknik Informatika & Ilmu Komputer) Semarang. the participants are from Undip, Udinus, UNISSULA, USM, STMIK Provisi. glad to be there, 'cause i got lotsa experiences, met new fwends from other colleges, and the point is got many lessons to learn from each game. 25 thousand rupiahs for memorable experience, what a big deal! ;3
unfortunately, no one of my girlfriends (i mean my gangster) join in. ah wish you were there, ladies! i bet it would be hundreds more fun!

we're divided into 7 groups. i'm on 6th group, and the people are : me, witty, mbak desti, mbak puput, mbak diah, astrid, mbak tari, mbak arien. everybody who was the youngest on his/her team, he/she became the leader. i was the youngest on my team, so yeah.. lucky meh! ha-ha! we should pass the river which the water flow swiftly and full of stones, from the small one to the big one and covered with moss, and yeah i slipped twice when i tried to subjugate the stone! clothes & bag become wet & dirty, berani kotor itu baik, ryt? ;D
when i walked along the river, it feels like there's no end there. pheeeeeew! the route was sooooo long! but as i said before, it was heck of fun! after that we had some games and then lunch time, this is what i'm waiting for hehe. rain keeps falling, but it doesn't matter.

rainbow wow wow

before

and the war begin. lol

the girl on red is me
w/ seniors & classmates
my superb teamhey i'm hungreeh!rain
a moment before go home

*be thankful for whatever we had this moment & whatever God has given for us.
*throw away your egoism, we couldn't live alone, we definitely need other people, so that helping each other is needed.
*life is full of obstacles & problems. sometimes we meet small prob, sometimes big. without problems & obstacles, life would be plan & no adventures on it. but no matter how big is your problem, just believe you can face it.
that's the moral values.

well, that goes my eventful saturday, hows yours?

ps:
problem solved, cleared.
wouldn't do same mistakes again.
just keep my words. xo

(un)readable

2010-02-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

you put colour to my black-and-white-life

xoxoxo

shooted by R

editted by me

ps:

post was editted hihi

Googling Time

2010-01-30T09:40:00.001-08:00

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.” After that tag 10 People.

the age of my next birthday

i'm getting older and oldeeer zz

a place i'd like to travel to

yes, sorbonne

favourite place

canteen

my messy room

favorite food(s)

numero uno!
prefer it to pizza. lol

gado-gado

chicken fillet. nyam!

favourite thing(s)

holga, my dreamy camera

macbook- si putih
teman dalam suka maupun duka

moneeeey!

favourite color(s)

black

red

a city where i was born

a city which i have ever lived in

semarang

malang

a nickname i have

college major

name of my love

TEBAK! ;3

a bad habit

ketiduran di angkot sampai kebablasen

hobby

eat more and more

giggling

gossiping

i tag everybody.
just for fun :D

Nightmare?

2010-01-27T09:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO
quick midnight post.
sorry for lack of upadates & now i come back with bad news.

about few hours ago, i'm feeling yah not good-and not bad. i was doing photo editing, trying how to use Actions on photoshop which downloaded last afternoon. a friend of mine told me that the mark of TI (teknologi informasi) and LI (logika informatika) have been announced. then i tried to checked on SIYUDI- Sistem Informasi Yudisium (http://himakom.ilkom.undip.ac.id/siyudi), inputted username & password, then.. DANG!
i got C for LI. i was shocked. suddenly my mood turned gloomy, dark, arrggh! again, i met thing named failure! i'm dying not to cry, but i can't. i'm afraid i'll make my parents disappointed. i haven't told them about this.. i'm afraid :(
it's just like... i had a nightmare, so scary. tried to wake up, but i couldn't. because this is the reality, this is a fact that i should face. but then i feel better, even just.. a bit. R always supports me, and his silly jokes worked well. i was entertained. by the way, on the other side i feel happy, why? R got good marks on all of subjects! he did it! proud proud proud =3

there are 3 more subjects which haven't been announced yet, english, matriks-transformasi linear & indonesia. trying to keep as optimistic as well. people say, there is always a good news after bad news, will it be? hope i'll tell you the good news on next post ya.. amin *fingercrossed*

see you,
xo

ps:
catch me on plurk:
www.plurk.com/ippaparazzi

hello holiday!

2010-01-16T16:44:00.000-08:00

peeps on picts:

ippa-riana-wity-yudith-sari-bonsai-renold

this picts taken on last friday, one day after the-damned-exam-days-over.

while waiting for muktamar meeting on evening, we 'celebrated' our free day together ha-ha!

girls doing crazyness @ kosan Anis, dance, sing, & make some idiotic video.

suddenly those 2 boys came & joined with us, dan suasana semakin rusuh.

we looked happy outside, but in fact? hahaha definitely not :p

all of exams, all of subjects, from first day till the last has pissed.me.off.

keep crosssing my fingers, wish the best for my first IP.

forget about exams,

the long holiday is coming up! yay!

i've made some plans for my holiday, included keliling dunia hihihi

got to go, still have some projects to be done.

happy sunny sunday! :)

kadang orang yang keliatannya lagi seneng ,ceria, ketawa, mungkin cuma lagi berusaha nutupin kesedihannya.

and so do i.

Lolling on Morning

2010-01-12T19:13:00.000-08:00

i have 1000 reasons why i miss you, bitches!

morning, people!
i have nothing to do, checking inbox on my fb account and cant stop laughing when read superlong-silly-discussion between me & my lovely highschool friends several months ago, lame huh? i miss our jokes, btw ;(
here's some, pieces of our chit-chat, the long distance chit-chat.

Dyah Diwasasri September 9, 2009 at 6:04am Reply
hahaha, dasar do ngambil keputusan dewe.
di rumahku ? yo ga apa kayake, penting kumpul tapi ga gratis ya.. hahaha
sbelumnya ngabuburit sek yo, foto2 po ece2nan kek ngno..
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Satrio Suryo Negoro September 9, 2009 at 7:09am Reply
Oke, ngabuburit drumahe sasri sek, smbil nunggu buka enake ngombe2 ato ngemil ngno, ngko kan gag kerasa uda adzan mgrib..
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Iffa Shofia September 9, 2009 at 7:13am
tabiez kumat! hahaha
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Fajar Wahyu Putranto September 9, 2009 at 7:26am Reply
stuju biez,hhahaha
@sasri:wah mbayar barang ik??emg patokan harga piro mah??kanca dewe mosok ditariki??wkwkwk

Dewi Fatmawati September 9, 2009 at 8:41am Reply
tabis sarap
sasri ki kro knca dhwe ngno ix
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Renata 'atax' Wijaya September 9, 2009 at 9:38am Reply
Looo byar? Byare piroo???
Piyee nk dibagiiii sumbangan? Like ke bandengan?sumbangan lawuhh??? Hahah xppp
Windaa gag ikudd??? Wahhh... Sepaii merapaiii
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Fajar Fitrianto September 9, 2009 at 11:31am Reply
buber e sko tgl pro ngnti tgl pro??
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Satrio Suryo Negoro September 9, 2009 at 11:55am Reply
Ska tggal pira smpe tggal pira ?
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Dyah Diwasasri September 9, 2009 at 12:56pm Reply
tanggal 19 lah,
yo panganan ngko wae, yang lain pada bisa dateng opo ga ?

Dela Adelia September 9, 2009 at 2:48pm Reply
Ayo tmn2 kt sukseskan acra kumpul breng pdepokan+ngbuburit brsma.ok..
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Fajar Fitrianto September 9, 2009 at 2:51pm Reply
buber ng bandengan nek rk ng bandungan. . .
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Andika Priyotama September 9, 2009 at 2:52pm Reply
haha..membangkitkan kenangan yang lalu..hoho

Dela Adelia September 9, 2009 at 2:53pm Reply
Astaghfirullah,,hny imajinsi mu wae bang,,hha
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Renata 'atax' Wijaya September 9, 2009 at 3:05pm Reply
Wadohheee... Cedak2 waee ahh..penting kumpull... Mending sms ii satu2 wess... Facebok kii ga jamiinn pada buka..cz, dah pada sibukk..
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Fajar Fitrianto September 9, 2009 at 3:41pm Reply
Lheb!!!
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Satrio Suryo Negoro September 9, 2009 at 3:48pm Reply
Lheb chong !!
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Dewi Fatmawati September 9, 2009 at 4:31pm Reply
b'arti fix tgl 19 ning omhe sasri y
jm pro?
bar asar w y
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Satrio Suryo Negoro September 9, 2009 at 4:38pm Reply
Kwe apa di undang wiq ?
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Satrio Suryo Negoro September 10, 2009 at 1:47pm Reply
Ning omahku wae..
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Iffa Shofia September 10, 2009 at 1:58pm
tenane biz??

Satrio Suryo Negoro September 10, 2009 at 3:21pm Reply
mbarang..
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Dewi Fatmawati September 10, 2009 at 3:30pm Reply
adoh saka omahku bis
tp yo sak2e si
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Satrio Suryo Negoro September 10, 2009 at 4:22pm Reply
Kwe mbarang ng omahku glem ?
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Amelia Amri Choirinnisa September 10, 2009 at 4:41pm Reply
hahaa .dikerjain tabiz kamu ,wiii .
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Fajar Fitrianto September 10, 2009 at 11:31pm Reply
pye kbarmu ng bndung jar?wdok e lheb rk??
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Fajar Wahyu Putranto September 10, 2009 at 11:33pm Reply
wah lheb2 jar...lha piye ng semarang??aman2 wae to??

Renata 'atax' Wijaya September 10, 2009 at 11:35pm Reply
Akuu to rakk dong ikk omgn sesama fajarr..wkwkw xpp

Fajar Fitrianto September 10, 2009 at 11:41pm Reply
saiki sobo ku ng tmbalang og jar. . .kpn balik smrg?
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Fajar Wahyu Putranto September 10, 2009 at 11:42pm Reply
kan cedak karo kampus,,,suk tgl 12 aku mulih bar kuliah,,,aku petuk yo,,,

Fajar Fitrianto September 10, 2009 at 11:44pm Reply
yo, kw numpak pswat sg jm pr?mko tk petuk ng kalibnteng
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(fact: fajar fitrianto yg di bandung, fajar wahyu yg di semarang)

Fajar Wahyu Putranto September 12, 2009 at 8:17am Reply
gimana..gimana???mau buber pa halal bihalal??yg pnting kumpul aj teman...wes kangen,hwakakkakaa

Fajar Fitrianto September 12, 2009 at 8:48am Reply
both of them
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Iffa Shofia September 12, 2009 at 9:51am
mangan rak mangan sing penting kumpul
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Fajar Fitrianto September 12, 2009 at 9:56am Reply
ayo kumpul ben iso mangan2
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Novia Chairunnisa September 12, 2009 at 9:57am Reply
Jd kumpul nii hr minggu..?
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Aghnia Rahmi September 12, 2009 at 9:58am Reply
bener ya pah? ntr kl kt pd makan, km ga usah mkn sendiri..hhhahha :P

Dewi Fatmawati September 12, 2009 at 10:02am Reply
he'e
iffa cm pngn kmpul tok oq

Novia Chairunnisa September 12, 2009 at 2:22pm Reply
iffa kan puasane sehari penuh..heeee..

Iffa Shofia September 12, 2009 at 2:25pm
huaa rak sido wes, taktarik kmbali kata2ku haha
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Novia Chairunnisa September 12, 2009 at 2:26pm Reply
lhha piye to ppaa..katane tadi sing penting kumpul..?
hheeeee..

Andika Priyotama September 12, 2009 at 3:08pm Reply
Iffa rak nggenah.

Dela Adelia September 12, 2009 at 3:45pm Reply
Ipeh ra konsisten !
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Andika Priyotama September 12, 2009 at 3:50pm Reply
Iffa rak buku.

Dewi Fatmawati September 12, 2009 at 3:54pm Reply
mksde ndok?
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Dela Adelia September 12, 2009 at 3:56pm Reply
Ndog ra jls
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Andika Priyotama September 12, 2009 at 4:07pm Reply
Ndok rak mateng.

Satrio Suryo Negoro September 12, 2009 at 4:36pm Reply
Ndog mentah..
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Fajar Wahyu Putranto September 12, 2009 at 5:17pm Reply
ndog godhog

only us who knows what we're talking about ;)
...i could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
is a moment I treasure... (i dont want to miss a thing)

Life is Hard, even We Don't Make it Hard

2010-01-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

hello.
ini postingan kedua saya hari ini. gatau kenapa mood nulis saya hari ini bener-bener lagi in, tumben. sebenernya banyak banget yang pengen saya share disini, tapi selalu wordless kalo udah ngadepin sheet kosong atau paling pol ya udah nulis tapi cuman jadi draft dan ujung-ujungnya didelete haha payah!

23.04
masih tertalu sore buat tidur. saya sangat suka menikmati hidup di malem hari. ketika semua lampu rumah udah dimatiin, bapak-ibu, adek-adek dan si mbak udah terlelap di kamar, dan hanya saya yg masih terjaga, duduk di pojokan kamar yg mungil ini. ketika laptop jadi satu-satunya sumber cahaya di kamar ditambah lagu-lagu favorit di iTunes. ketika saya bebas ngelakuin apa aja, chatting, texting, online sampai mampus. haha seharusnya malem ini belajar buat ujian inggris besok pagi. tapi textbook inggris itu malah bertengger dengan indahnya di meja, dan saya asyik ngeblog. yah, saya suka nulis. nulis apa aja yg lagi nyantol di otak. nulis apa aja dengan bahasa saya sendiri, bahasa yg kadang cuma saya sendiri & tuhan yg tau. hem, kalo dipikir-pikir makin kesini kok makin males ya? ckck. belajar males, facebookan kenceng. ngampus males, dolan semangat 45. normal gak sih sebenernya? kadang ngerasa gimana gitu ngeliat temen-temen yg rajin belajar, rajin ngerjain tugas & yang bikin iri mereka selalu keluar dari ruang ujian dengan senyum. dan saya? saya ngerasa cuma jalan di tempat, nggak ada perubahan, nggak ada perkembangan. gimana mau dapet IP 4 kalo gini terus? gimana bisa ngewujudin cita-cita kalo gini terus? walopun well jujur, saya sendiri belom tau cita-cita saya apa. sempet kepikiran pengen bikin Web Development tapi kok JavaScript aja gak mudeng-mudeng. gimana ntar belajar PHP, mysql, blablabla?
malah akhir-akhir ini sempet kepikiran pengen pindah ke Sastra Inggris. kyknya jadi penulis kreatif enak juga ya? :)

pengen deh punya impian besar yg diimbangi sm usaha sungguh-sungguh ky si Ikal & Arai. pengen liat orang tua saya tersenyum bangga ky bapak-ibunya Ikal waktu dapet surat dr Ikal yg isinya surat beasiswa Ikal & Arai ke Paris. ah, selalu begini tiap ngomongin tentang mimpi. huh. bisa dipastikan mendadak saya jadi si ippa yg drama queen kalo udah ngomongin hal yg satu ini. hahaha :)

sepertinya sekarang hal yang harus saya lakuin cuma satu: berhenti bermimpi & mulai nyicil buat mewujudkannya. or at least, berhenti nggantungin mimpi yg cuma setinggi langit-langit kamar! helloooo saya udah lahir lagi loh.. saya bukan ippa yang kemaren suka ngeluh.. saya bukan ippa the weak one. masih terlalu pagi buat nyerah kan ya? mungkin saya bisa ngomong ky gini karena mood saya lagi bagus banget malem ini, sepanjang hari ini malah. hehehe bisa aja sewaktu-waktu statement2 yang tadi itu saya telen lagi hahaha.

2009 isn't my year, but i do really hope 2010 will be my year.
2009 has teached me lotsa things to learn. tentang persahabatan, tentang perpisahan, tentang pertemuan, tentang kegagalan, tentang ehem-ehem, cinta :).
2009, the hardest year ever. dan kemudian saya menyadari, life is hard even we don't make it hard. jadi inget almarhum Gus Dur yang terkenal dengan slogannya : Gitu Wae kok repot! setuja banget deh. hidup cuma sekali mamen, buat apa suah buat apa susah, susah itu tak ada gunanya!
makin makin malem makin seger ni mata. makin malem makin ngelantur. dari ngomongin Ikal kok bisa jadi ngomongin Gus Dur ya? hahaha

udah ah, this post is too wordy.
pamit dulu ya, mau bertexting-texting dulu. hehehe :)
ciao!

ps:
100110, hari yg bagus :)

:)

2010-01-09T18:53:00.000-08:00

"...dengan semua kekalahan yang pernah kita rasa, mungkin pelajaran sesungguhnya adalah waktu kita masih bisa senyum dan bersyukur, berpikir bahwa kita sempurna apa adanya, dan yakin bahwa bakalan betul-betul ada prince charming kita yang sejati, yang akan berpikir seperti itu tentang kita. dia, yang bakalan tetep bilang kita cantik dan sempurna sekalipun kita sedang gosok gigi... "
-BeautyCase-

Untitled

2009-12-29T10:18:00.000-08:00

photographed by me,

one night on the way home

my mind is as mess as those picts.

blur.

i can't think clearly.

i can't see brightly.

hey Edward Cullen, may i borrow your mind-reading ability?

i want it. i need it.

ps:

currently addicted to Untitled-Maliq n d'essentials,

don't-ask-me-why.

Childhood Memories

2009-12-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

1994

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga

Bahagiamu bahagiaku pasti

Berbagi takdir kita selalu

Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku

Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata

Setia hadir setiap hari

Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri

Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri

Karena kau tak lihat terkadang malaikat

Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan

Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu

Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam

Oleh pacar impian

Tetapi kesempatan untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna

Tapi siap untuk diuji

Kupercaya diri

Cintaku yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat

Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan

Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu

Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani

Engkau selalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti

Relakan ku pergi

Karna tak sanggup sendiri...

(dewi lestari-malaikat juga tahu)

gadis mungil yang sedang tersenyum di pangkuan & di gendongan ibunya itu sekarang sudah berusia 18 tahun 3 hari.

ya, itu saya.

dan si ibu yang sedang memangku & menggendong putri tercintanya itu, ibu saya, the one who i can't live without. tak bersayap, tak cemerlang, tak rupawan..
whoops! ibu saya cantik ding :p

it's me, the birthday girl

2009-12-24T07:22:00.000-08:00

23 desember kemaren..

the best wednesday i've ever had

pertama, karena umur saya berkurang satu lagi. eventhough for me, there's nothing special with so-called birthday. bahkan saya nggak punya wish macem-macem di ulang tahun saya kali ini, karena apa yang saya ucapin sebelom tiup lilin di ultah ke-17 saya belom dikabulin sm Allah *you-know-what-i-mean*

jadi, ulang tahun ya sama aja ky hari biasa. and i thought no people would care about my day. i know that.

kedua, ternyata saya salah. saya baru beberapa bulan kenal mereka but seems like we've been friends for years. lucky me!

kemaren itu saya dikerjain abis-abisan sama temen-temen & senior-senior. diawali dengan insiden penculikan laptop. pelakunya banyak banget ternyata ckck , yudith puput, nurul, riana, suwita, riswan, rasyed, hans, awang, sari, dll. i was panicked to death when i didn't found my lappy on bag, padahal yudith bilang katanya dia udah masukin laptop ke tas saya. shocked abis dah. gila aja tu laptop belinya pake acara ngerayu ortu berbulan-bulan men! ha-ha! laptop yg belom ketemu bikin saya gak konsen ngerjain responsi Pascal. kata mereka sih rencananya laptopnya mau dibalikin kalo saya udah nangis, tapi akhirnya mereka gak tega trus dibalikin deh. misi gagal :p slese responsi, saya & sahaat2 saya yg juga jadi panitia PPI ikutan liat penghitungan suara. hari itu ada pencoblosan ketua himpunan. oh ya, selamat buat asdos pemrograman web saya, mas Helmy, yg udah kepilih jadi ketua HIMAKOM yg baru! la kok malah out of topic gini* nah slese penghitungan suara, panitia rapat bentar (maghrib-maghrib tuh). dan di rapat inilah saya dikerjain lagi! waktu rapat itu senior-senior rame-rame marahin saya di depan forum. tapi kalo dipikir-pikir emang sebenernya saya salah kok hahaha :pp sbenenrya waktu itu saya udah mau nangis (mental tempe banget sih pa haha), tapi sok-sok senyam senyum ajalah..

mbak desti : kenapa hari ini sie konsumsi nggak nyediain konsumsi apa-apa? padahal kan tadi ada pak Edy, ya nggak enak aja dong masak beliau kesini tapi nggak disediain apa-apa..

ippa: maaf mbak, kemaren saya udah sms koordinatornya, tp katanya hari ini emang sie konsumsi nggak nyediain apa-apa

mbak desti: ya harusnya jgn nggantungin koordinator dong, harusnya kamu tanggap sm keadaan. kok kesannya hari ini tu cuma sie konsumsi yg nggak kerja.

mas eko: koordinatornya siapa?

ippa: mbak ita, tapi jarang ikut rapat mas..

mas eko: ya dihubungin dong koordinatornya..

mas fikri: kok kesannya kalian mojokin mereka? (nurul & ippa-red) harusnya kita hargai dong kerja mereka..blablabla

mas rian (ketua PPI): jujur hari ini saya merasa kecewa, ya itu gara-gara sie konsumsi. tapi bisa dibilang acara kita hari ini sukses..

habis itu saya udah lupa apa yg dibilang senior-senior saya. gak kuat deh liat senior-senior saya debat gara-gara kesalahan saya. saya cuma nunduk, takut, was-was, ngerasa bersalah . tiba-tiba mas luvi berdiri trus jalan ke arah saya & bilang:

"Aku mau ngucapin selamat ulang tahun buat iffa!"

hahahaha abis itu semua yg ada disitu rame2 nyelametin & minta maaf udah ngerjain hehehe makasih ya mbak desti, mas luvi, mas jhani, mas hafiz, mas eko, mbak puput, mas fikri, mas rian. pokoknya makasih ya :) makasih juga buat sahabat-sahabat saya yg udah nemenin sampe jam setengah 10 malem. akhirnya keturutan juga foto-foto di tugumuda malem-malem yippeeee!

jadilah hari itu saya berangkat kuliah jam setengah 7 pagi dan pulang jam 10 malem..ha-ha!

and also tons of thankies for your birthday saying & wishes people!

diantara ratusan wall, ada 1 yg bener-bener bikin speechless. yang ngirim temen sekelas saya waktu kelas 3 SMA dulu, fajar..

"Met ultah if, tnggu kue ny bsk d kls.hoho xp"

somehow, mendadak saya kangen tradisi surprise kue tiap ada yg ulang tahun di kelas..dan saya masih inget 23 desember taun lalu..

ketika temen-temen rame-rame nyerbu rumah saya, dengan surprise kue tentunya..

ah baca sendiri deh postingan saya taon lalu

sekarang giliran saya ya yg ngucapin,

happy eight-teen, ippa!

older better!

10 Random Facts

2009-12-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

10 RANDOM FACTS

These are the rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog.

1.KERENPENG
saya seorang mahasiswi yg sebentar lagi berusia 18 taon, dan berat badan saya CUMA 46 kilo. tapi jangan salah, i eat like pig! makan lebih dari 3x sehari, ditambah ngemil ini itu. pagi berangkat ngampus sarapan dulu di rumah + minum susu. di kampus makan lagi, pulang kuliah makan lagi, tengah malem nguprek-nguprek meja makan & kulkas, looking for anything to eat. ada kalanya saya bersyukur banget dikasi badan yang segini-segini aja, nggak perlu diet walopun makan segentong. tapi tetep aja was-was tiap nimbang. heran deh kenapa tu jarum timbangan selalu stucked di 46? well, nggak salah kalo si renold manggil saya gepeng. hiks

2.LOVE VIGGIES, HATE MEAT
entah ini ada hubungannya sama kekerempengan saya ato nggak, yang jelas dari kecil saya gak doyan yang namanya daging kecuali daging ayam titik! beruntung dari dulu saya punya temen-temen yg bener-bener pengertian. kalo lagi pada pengen makan bakso, mesti kita nyari warung yg juga jual mie ayam. trus juga waktu itu kan masak Fettuccini rame-rame, eh makenya kornet ayam lo, bukan kornet sapi. the one and only reason is ME. ha-ha!

3.PART TIME LOVER, FULL TIME BEST FRIEND
having my besties arround me make me forget that i'm SINGLE! i love making friends, hanging out with my besties along day, having some funs, gossiping together, laughing out loud sampai lupa waktu. that's why, i'm enjoying my life for being single. pokoknya sahabat itu segala-gala-gala-galanya deh buat saya :)

4.I'M SINGLE
saya udah lupa tuh gimana rasanya 'efek kupu-kupu' yang ky diceritain di novel-novel dan lagu-lagu. ha-ha :) okay, jujur ya, i always 'have a thing' with smart-calm-religious-kindhearted-out of the box-boy(s). 'have a thing' here means adore someone. just adore, not equals falling in love lo ya.. kalo masalah falling in love gak mesti pake kriteria2 itu kok.. hemh, salah satu orang yg paling cerewet soal ke-single-an saya adalah kak Hans. gak capek-capeknya tu orang nyuruh2 saya pacaran ato saya bakal jadi perawan tua katanya. wahahaha! kata orang, yang dicari di masa-masa kuliah itu ada 3. pertama, pengalaman. kedua, pertemanan. dan yang ketiga, pacaran. woo-hoo jadi mau nggak mau, cepat ato lambat snantinya status saya bakal berubah dari single jadi double *loh* entah kapan itu... hahaha go with the flow aja deh :)

5.JUS SIRSAK
selalu histeris & lonjak-lonjak gakkaruan kalo nemu penjual jus sirsak, dan selalu manyun kalo si penjual bilang jus sirsaknya habis ato hari itu lagi gak ada stok sirsak. dan sayangnya itu sering terjadi. hiks

6.BITTING ICE CUBES
ini nih yang paling saya demen, ngemil es batu! kalo lagi beli es teh ato es apapun, mesti minta dikasi es yg buaaanyak. kriuk kriuk asik pokoknya. gak percaya? coba deh :p

7.INSOMNIA
akhir-akhir ini saya kena penyakit yang namanya insomnia, nggak bisa merem sebelum jam 2 pagi. kalo nggak blogging ya facebookan. jam 2 tidur, jam 5 ibu udah bengak-bengok bangunin shalat shubuh. habis itu mau tidur lagi tapi gak boleh :( alhasil, di kelas jadi ngantuk berat & gak konsen dengerin dosen. sering tuh kalo lagi ada jeda kuliah, saya & sahabat2 saya maen ke kostnya riana. nah, begitu liat kasur langsung mlungker dalam hitungan detik. sahabat-sahabat saya pada asek ngegossip & saya? tidoooooor. hahaha

8.CAN'T GET ANGRY
satu kelemahan saya: nggak bisa bentak-bentak orang & susah marah ke orang. kata sahabat saya, saya orangnya terlalu sabar hahaha. pengen deh bisa nunjukin rasa marah ke orang laen!! tapi bukan berarti nggak pernah marah sama sekali lo ya.. kalo emang bener-bener kelewatan masak harus sabar terus? gak kan? saya kalo marah ya diem, bener-bener diem, nggak ngomong sama sekali. dan kalo udah gitu, biasanya saya susah maafin orang yang bersangkutan. jadi jangan sekali-kali coba-coba bikin saya marah yaa hahaha

9.POWERPOP-ACCOUSTIC
ya, saya penggila musik powerpop & akustik. kalo urusan powerpop saya demen banget sama Pee Wee Gaskins. kalo accoustic ya Secondhand serenade, MYMP, adrian martadinata, endah 'n resha, dashboard confessional, trus juga Your Guardian Angel-nya red jumpsuit apparrastus. jangan tanya lagu-lagu band indo jaman sekarang deh, nggak ngerti sama sekali! hahaha

10.INTERNET BITCHER
sejak kuliah di ilkom, saya jadi semakin getol internetan (apa hubungannya coba?). bukannya googling cari tutorial-tutorial bahan kuliah tapi malah facebookan & ngeblog tiap kali internetan (oh pleasee moga ortuku gak baca postingan ini, ato modemku tercintrong bakal disita! tidaaaaaak!). ga tau berapa jam sehari saya ngadepin laptop buat internetan. di kampus hotspotan terus, pulang kuliah langsung masuk kamar, nyalain laptop & nyolokin modem. keluar kamar cuma buat makan. hahahaha gak cuma saya, semua orang juga jadi autis kalo udah ngadepin internet. betul tidak? heheu

buat siapa aja yang baca ini, silakan dicopast rulenya & dikerjain ya..
males ngetag nih. hahaha
good luck! :P

ps:
makasih buat Riswan yang udah bikin postingan tentang saya hahaha
buat yang lagi gak ada kerjaan, silakan mampir ke blog konyolnya riswan
klik DISINI :)

Polaroid Enthusiast

2009-12-13T05:42:00.000-08:00

hello bloggy.
my birthday is still 10 more days (catet! ;p), and i WANT this for my 18th birthday gift *crossing finger*
hope my parents would read this post. ohh i know you love me so bad, mom & dad :) *rayuan andalan*
errr or maybe you readers, want buy this for me? hahahahah. i know it's such an impossible thing to be owned. but i really want this, really. i'm sure, pretty sure that someday i'll have one of this (and also lomo and also other toy/plastic camera).. ya ya ya.. someday..
mari menabung!

i was googling about those freaking-hot cameras for several hours. and yeah, i'm melting ting ting ting ting! i'm-the-polarizer-wannabe! wait me wait me wait me! you'll be on my hand sooner or later! I WANT YOU, POLAROID! I WANT YOU, LOMO! I WANT YOU, SLR! (mari berkhayal ria)
whoopss, maafkan kenorakan saya ya hahaha
dan sepertinya saya harus segera mengakhiri postingan ini, sebelum kenorakan saya semakin menjadi-jadi :p
ciao!

ps:

bunches of thankies for you, kak Hans & mbak Hana,
for your nice words, spirits & compliments.
my mood for blogging was back.
ily sist & bro :)

Mac OS X Snow Leopard

2009-12-10T18:34:00.000-08:00

Snow Leopard merupakan rilisan Apple terbaru dari sistem operasi, sistem operasi ini dijual sebesar $ 29 atau sekitar Rp. 290.000,- mulai sekarang, Snow Leopard slimmed-down menawarkan kode, jejak yang lebih kecil dan sebuah rakit dari under-the-hood teknologi yang dirancang untuk membawa stabilitas dan performa tambahan, ini meletakkan fondasi yang kuat untuk masa depan.

Hampir dua tahun yang lalu, pada Oktober 2007, Apple merilis Mac OS X 10.5 (Leopard). Leopard membawa lebih dari 300 fitur baru dan tweak untuk perkembangan OS Apple. Dengan rilis Mac OS X 10, pada ke enam kali ini, Apple meluncurkan sistem operasi yang baru lebih cepat dari jadwal. Apple dibangun di atas teknologi yang mendasari mulai melepaskan di Leopard.

OS baru ini tidak banyak merubah pengguna tidak akan melihat banyak perbedaan antara Snow Leopard dan Leopard. Sebagian besar perubahan itu adalah under the hood. tetapi Apple akan mengambil keuntungan dari kemajuan perangkat keras selama bertahun-tahun yang akan datang.

Kali ini, nilai Snow Leopard tidak didasarkan pada daftar fitur baru. Bahkan, menurut Apple, tidak banyak, dan mengakui bahwa sulit untuk membuat orang untuk membeli sesuatu yang mereka tidak dapat lihat, jika Anda melakukan upgrade dari Mac OS X 10.4 Tiger, Anda akan dikenakan biaya $ 169 atau sekitar Rp. 1.690.000,- untuk OS dan kotak set Apple apps. Untuk rumah tangga dengan lebih dari satu Mac, Apple menawarkan paket lima Keluarga Upgrade sebesar $ 49 atau sekitar Rp 490.000,-.

Jika dibandingkan Microsoft Windows 7 Ultimate upgrade biaya $ 219 atau sekitar Rp. 2.190.000,- , dan versi lengkapnya $ 319 atau sekitar Rp. 3.190.000,- (tidak ada Keluarga Pack untuk edisi Ultimate).

waw mau dong upgrade Mac OS leopard jadi Snow Leopard!

It's just the Stomachache

2009-12-10T07:53:00.000-08:00

HELLO

kamis, 10 desember 2009

tiring day, as usual. nggak ada kuliah sih sebenernya, tapi hari ini ada rapat angkatan di kampus yg hukumnya fardhu ain alias wajib dateng. rapat mulai jam setengah 10an di gedung prof.sudharto dan berlangsung ehem ehem, panas! tapi endingnya seruuuu, untuk pertama kalinya kita (R1 & R2) foto bareng ples pake jas almamater :)

slese rapat & foto-foto ria, kita balik ke parkiran di belakang Prof.Sudharto & you know what? parkiran HEBOH! ternyata eh ternyata, 4 motor temen-temen saya lubang kuncinya dicongkel! masya allah... ternyata maling masuk kawasan kampus juga ya hii serem...

habis itu saya & temen-temen PPI (Panitia Pemilihan Ilmu Komputer) langsung cabut ke kampus tercinta, apalagi kalo bukan rapat. eh iya saya belum cerita ya? saya ikutan kepanitiaan PPI, kepilih jadi sie konsumsi bok! horeeee (kerjanya dikit) wkwk ;p slese rapat (ato lebih tepatnya dengerin rapat sambil hotspotan *kurang ajar bener*) jam 3an, saya bareng yudith, riana, puput, nurul (lo-lagi-lo-lagi) makan di kantin bentar trus nempel-nempel pamflet trus nyontreng. hari ini ada pemilihan raya gitulah. asal nyontreng aja, walopun bener-bener gak kenal ato bahkan gak pernah liat sama sekali foto-foto yang ada di surat suara hahaha yang penting nggunain hak pilih kan ya? :)

slese nyontreng ketemu anak-anak R2, yodah deh gak jadi pulang malah bergossip ria. ada riswan a.k.a pinguin, hermawan, annis, hans, vizar. pokoknya bercandaan abis-abisan dah. cacad tuh mereka semua! hahaha pake adegan ngumpetin dompetnya riswan sgala, eh malah saya yg dituduh ngambil & dompet kucel saya diambil sama tu pinguin! sialan emang mukaku ada tampang-tampang kriminal ya ris? hiks.

"Ris balikin dompetkuuu!"

(sambil berkejaran kesana kemari *hoek)

"ogah balikin dulu dompet gw!"

"bukan aku yg ngumpetin sumpah! balikin dompetku cepetan! ada duitnya tuh"

"mana? 10ribu doang"

"ada 50nya juga! dompetmu isinya berapa??"

"kagak ada. 0 rupiah ha ha ha"

doeeeeeeeng copet salah sasaran nih. hahahaha

setelah puput-si tersangka utama, ngembaliin dompetnya riswan, dompet sayapun dibalikin juga. alhamdulillah. trus kita pulang deh..

btw malem ini saya bad mood parah atau lebih tepatnya kesepian atau lebih tepatnya lagi.... *tsaaaaaaaah

sekarang udah jam 00.26, dan saya baru inget (baca: pura-pura lupa) kalo belom makan malem. tumben banget gak mood liat nasi.

well actually i have lots thingies to be written here. sometimes to write is easier than to tell. but when i turned on my laptop then started to write about that, i write nothing. nothing comes out. hell yeah. maybe it's better if i kept it inside my mind, pretending that everything is okay & show you this fake smile. but the truth is it's much more complicated, but you don't see or you don't wanna see.. :(

i hate myself for being so drama queen. i hate myself for being that weak. i miss the old me, the stronger one who always face all of the probs without murmuring. i know physically i'm getting older everyday, but i'm not getting mature. 17 something years old girl who is still acted like a 10 years old child when she got a problem.

pitty me.

then i realized,

the 'butterflies' doesn't exist. it's just the stomachache.

everybody says life is up and down like roaller coater, fulled of bitter and sweet. and this is the bitter part.

i'm sure there must be something to be learnt behind every problems.

so, stay strong, i :)

listening to:

Aditya sofian-Blue Sky Collapse

i'm the worst blogger, but who cares?

2009-12-07T05:41:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

meet me again, with my alter-ego conversation :)
hey, it's 8.30 pm, and i have nothing to do. i'm not in the mood for books, doing ass, or even texting anybody. so? go online dong ya hehehe. plurk, facebook & blog are still greatest friends for me, wherever & whenever. i love blogwalking, visiting people's blogs & read their corny stories is my hobby. i learn much from them, the way they write inspired me so much & make me feel that i'm the worst blogger ever. poor me! i'm not as creative as them. their blogs are fulled of nice photographs (ofkors taken w/ SLR or lomo camera), great-photoshoped picts, or maybe articles about fashion and combined with their perfect english. and me? hahahaha *laughing to myself* i just write about my friends and my friends and my friends and our activities mixed with my broken english hahahaha forgive-me-for-being-so-uncreative :p
but what else i can do? i love photography, but i don't have SLR/lomo like them. fashion? oh helloo while other teenagers loved to wear Zara clothes, i still alive with my lame-fashion-style: simple clothes with jeans with dekil flat shoes everywhere. naaah forgive-me-again-for-being-so-not-fashionable ;p

how about writing love story, ippa?
oh no thanks :)
i never talk about my so-called love stories here. maybe i need a more-private place for blabbering about this one hahaha pssst this place is quite danger hahaha

this blog is 100% mine, owned by ippa (me). so i write whatever i want to write, share whatever i want to share & thrash my mind out. some of my friends said that my blog is quite inspired them, and they loved staying here. glad to hear that :)
but if you don't enjoy your stay here, simply click your cross button on the right side and don't be back ya! hehehe

go on.
i've just blogwalked on handree's and i found my name on his newest post. hihihihi thankyou brotha you make my day!(lebay). you dont know handree? owkay, i gotta tell you a bit about him. he is American next model! (hoeeeeeeeeek) i've know him for errrr 3 years maybe? he is a multitalented person i think (tulus nih mujinya), good both in photography, writting, and also english.
proud of being his friend deh! (walopun ni orang kadang-kadang *eh sering ding* menjengkelkan gak karuan)
keep being a good listener ya bang! hehehe
nah lo, kok jadi ngemengin tuyul satu ini?

btw, my TI lecturer, Mr.Aris gave assignment to make a blog. i'm so happy because i already have you, my bloggy wkwk
maybe next post i'll post an article about IT (biar keliatan anak ilkom dikit). eh please say hello to some of new members on my 'darlink' list! (riswan, sari, rasyed, renold, yudith, vizar, rifky, yg laen nyusul) ya, they are my classmates and they are newbie here :) asyik asyik rame nih dunia perbloggingan ilkom undip 2009, gara-gara tugas pak aris hahaha and this is common dialogue on class:
"blogmu alamatnya apa?"
"follow blogku dong!" (maksa)
hahahahaha :D
keep blogging everybody!
awas, ngeblog bikin ketagihan lo :p

*smooches,
ippa

Thank You, Girls

2009-11-29T06:00:00.000-08:00

my home sweet home,
saturday 28.11.09

subject: Thank You for Yesterday
from: Iffa shofia (ippa)
to: Aghnia rahmi (nyak), Arinda Yusi (ibuk), Dyah Diwasasri (sasri), Ely Aprillia (sempuk), Rika futri adelia (petek)
message:

aku pernah bilang di postinganku dulu, we are still friends no matter what & that's proved. walaupun kalian jauh disana, aku disini. walaupun gak tiap hari kita ketemu. dan kemaren kita ketemu dan kalian masih tetep sama seperti dulu : konyol, lebay, gila. jujur, sempet was-was, kalian bakal berubah setelah masing-masing punya kehidupan baru, di tempat yang baru, dengan orang-orang baru. bego, kenapa aku mesti mikir ky gitu ya? makasih ya buat kemaren. cerita ini itu (hantu-hantu ITB, kerasnya hidup di Teknik, nilai UTS , dosen rocker, blablabla), gossip ini itu, bakar sate rame-rame, webcaman sampe bener-bener mati gaya (150 foto cuy!). "See you next month", kata kalian waktu pamit pulang, tentu saja pake acara peluk cium. hihi pokoknya hari itu berasa balik jadi anak SMA lagi :)
ayo dong buruan libur panjang lagi..
kita reunian lagi ya..

*smooches

Friends Always Gonna be Arround

2009-11-26T20:05:00.000-08:00

hello to you & happy holiday everybody!
you know what? i got 4 days for holiday, started from thursday till sunday. geez! that's what i'm waiting like forever: HOLIDAY!

perhaps i could meet my hi-skool friends this weekend. i miss them so so good, especially my gossipgirls.
see y soon! *hope*
these are my last photo session, girls sleepover @ Yudith's home sweet home on wednesday-thursday with my-here-there-and-everywhere (as usual): Riana, yudith, nurul, puput.watta great day

and also check this, photo session with my classmates after TI class on friday.

i'm not in the mood for writting long corny chessy stories here. some picts are enough to tell you what's going on. hehe *bilang aja males*
so forgive me for all of my shotta post. and i should end this by saying
Happy Ied Mubarok! Enjoy your dishes!

ps:
i'm happy :)

Some Words are Better Left Unspoken

2009-11-20T03:23:00.000-08:00

mencari: secangkir wedang ronde panas. martabak keju.

cokelat. kopi. hujan yang nggak pernah reda. bau tanah.
ocehan kodok-kodok sepanjang malam.
bulir-bulir hujan di jendela.

keramaian.

gelak tawa bebas, lepas. mereka yang jauh disana.
sepasang telinga yang siap mendengar, memberi solusi, bukan mencaci.
dan
tempat persembunyian.
karena saya lelah,
ingin sembunyi dulu

tempat saya.. bukan disini.

"i'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
and when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending"
dashboard confessional-screaming infidelities
ps: i cried.

Successfully Connected

2009-11-19T07:58:00.000-08:00

hello blog!

malem ini pacar saya: modem, ngambek & gak mau dikonekin ke PC horeeee
Eror 619, your device bla bla blaa.
wtf.

dan bodohnya gara-gara hal beginian doang saya mewek hahaha stoopid! nggak sampe nangis meraung-raung sih, tapi ya mewek-mewek bombay gitu deh mau gimana lagi, udah kebiasaan ngalong ngadepin internet, eh la kok malem ini modemnya ngambek. bete bete bete aaaaaah! kesel sama ulah modem, PC langsung saya matiin, tanpa shut down dong tentunya haahaha makanya jangan bandel ya nak

daaaan saya merasa bener-bener kesepian. nggak ada internet. GPRS lelet. HP sepi
tumben-tumbenan nih temen-temen gak ada yg sms, ckck pada kemana sih? and finally I texted my hi-skool fwends. but.. unreplied! yeah. nyoba positif thinking, mungkin mereka lagi sibuk bikin tugas, atau mungkin ujan-ujan gini mereka udah bobok nyenyak, ato gak ada pulsa, atauuuu.. sigh. daripada mati kesepian ky gini, akhirnya saya ngambil modem lg & nyoba ngonekin ke laptopnya ibu. and it’s successfully connected! tapi laptopnya lagi dipake ibu nglembur buat bikin penelitian, jadi gak bisa minjem buat internetan damn. trus nyoba ngonekin ke laptopnya bapak, Axio jadul yang bodynya gendut abis hahaha. lagi-lagi successfully connected TAPI lemotnya lailahailallahmuhammadarrasulullah

alternatif terakhir apalagi kalo bukan Macbook saya. dengan modal nekat & sok tau saya nyoba-nyoba nginstall modem di Mac. mission failed alias GAGAL TOTAL alias not connected sempet ngerasa jengkel banget & nyesel beli Mac. kenapa? karena saya gak bisa nginstall macem-macem T.T entah sayanya yang kelewat bego ato emang dibutuhin software & keahlian khusus buat nginstall macem2 di Mac. soalnya kemaren saya nyoba nginstall Open office & Photoscape, tapi gagal semua. only for DOS version katanya. padahal saya butuh install macem2 buat kebutuhan kuliah, Open Office, Notepad++, Mathlab, TPW Pascal, de es be

sabar..sabar.. dan kesabaran saya berbuah manis. emang bener ya, doa orang yang teraniaya itu dikabulin! setelah utak-atik network preference, edit setting berkali-kali, akhirnya saya liat tulisan CONNECTED di monitor, dan langsung lonjak-lonjak kegirangan & mamerin ke orang-orang rumah hahahaha kumat nih lebaynya

so here I’m. starring in front of Mac with high-speed internet connection (Mac is the greatest way for browsing, with it’s Mozilla and Safari! Trust me!), and some favourite songs on iTunes.
P-P-PERFECT! oh btw, this is my first post typed on Mac

enough. and I left you with some newest photographs with my crazy sisters & brothers.

kamis-gossip time @ campus

rabu-lunch @ Happy

selasa-matriks class

selasa-cabut Statistik rame-rame :p

ps:
ayo bawa bekal ke kampus!

partners in crime-sisters-gossipgirls-besties

2009-11-10T10:03:00.000-08:00

another webcam time, check! :)

ippapuputnurulyudithriana

10.1i.09-bass shake 'n steak tembalang

best friends should be kept

forever :)

Opthalmologist

2009-11-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

first quiz:

Iffa took the What Type Of Doctor Should You Be? quiz and the result is Ophthalmologist
You will treat diseases and disorders of the eyes and eyelids.

second quiz:

Iffa took the What Kind of Doctor Are You? quiz and the result is Opthalmologist.
Eyes are very important to you, you stare at them constantly. You love carrots.

***

how could those quizes read my mind? hell yeah.

Music Keeps me Awake, Alive

2009-11-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

hola bliggy bloggy!

wow weekend is coming ckck, time runs very fast. did you realize that? gonna tell you about this last week. so, i'm in great mood now. i've just finished my midtest :)

this test held for about two weeks. i've done all of my best, so God please it's time for You to work :)

i need Your miracle esp for Calculushit :(

hmm cause these 2 weeks were mid season so had more free time. i can let out all of my tiredness longer than before. took a nap till evening, then go to bed earlier on the night. hahahaha i enjoyed that peeps ;p

btw, lately i love listening to music very much. wherever and whenever i feel bored, J or lonely, i turned on my music player on celly or iTunes on lappy, played my fave playlis, sang loudly, then i feel better :)

these are my favourite songs. although some of'em are quite lame, but still HOTTTTT. lol

1.Escape The Fate-Harder than You Know

"....Baby, don't talk to me. I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder then you know.

'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?

If you need time i guess I'll go away.

Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!

So where's the fire?

You've begun the rain... "

2.Secondhand Serenade-Fall for You

"...But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it’s true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You’re impossible to find.."

3.Secondhand Serenade-Maybe

"...Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe

That everything I said and did

wasn't just deceiving

And the tear in your eye

and your calm hard face

Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday

I promise I'll be gone

And someday I might even sing this song

To you

I might even sing this song

to you

And I was crying alone tonigh

And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you

So just come back we'll make it better

So Just come back I'll make it

Better than it ever was.."

4.Something About Lola-9 Detik dari Sekarang

"...Tiba saat untukku buktikan auman lantang suaraku

dan detak jantung pun seru menderu

Siapkan diri saat ku melaju

batas waktu ku lewati

Ku siap tuk hadapi!

Siang hari pun semakin terang

Senja datang

Rampas malamku dalam hitungan

Sambut pagi indah..."

5.Pee Wee Gaskins-Dari Mata Sang Garuda

".....dari mata sang garuda memandang luas dari langit yang tinggi

Bersatulah untuk Indonesia

Kobarkan semangatmu

Kan kubela sampai habis nafasku

Jangan pernah menyerah

Sudah terlalu lama kita terlelap, bangkit dan raih semua mimpi.

Indonesia

Dengarlah suaraku

Kan kubawa sampai akhir langkahku

Jangan pernah menyerah

Sudah terlalu lama kita terlelap, merah putih ku selalu di hati..."

There is not Always a Bright Side on the Top of Tunnel

2009-11-02T22:33:00.000-08:00

berani bermimpi itu sama halnya dengan berani jatuh cinta. berani jatuh cinta berarti berani sakit hati. berani bermimpi berarti berani mencicipi manisnya kegagalan.

dan

saya

kapok.

starting from now, stop dreaming for something stupid. stop expecting unexpected things. stop hoping too high. just go with the flow, and everything will be okay & better. better than how's your feeling when you meet something called failure. maybe you just need a few second to make a wish, wish for your great great dream. but needs long long long times for stop blaming yourself if you failed. i've ever felt it, and still..

hv you ever felt broken-hearted?when somebody, your gf/bf broke your heart, your sky turn into gray, and everything falls into pieces. then, can you tell me how hurt it is?

it's same with my past. when my big biggest biggestest dream has flew away.

sakit.

jauh lebih dari sakit hati ditinggal pacar.

BULL.SHIT

Happy Bornday SMAGA!

2009-10-31T20:43:00.000-07:00

jeng jeng jeeeeeengg
selamat ulang tahun ke 132, SMA Negeri 3 Semarang! semoga makin baik, dan tetap jadi yang terbaik. amiiiiin
walopun sekarang udah berstatus alumni tapi rasa cinta saya ke smaga masih full tank dooong :)

SMA NEGERI 3 SEMARANG (kanopi)

istana negara-jakarta

MIRIP KAAAAAAAAAN???

kembar siam kan sama istana negara? 11-12 kan kan kan? haha :D

"Kami ini satria Ganesha

siap abdi nusa bangsa negara

pegang teguh Dasa Prasetya Ganesha Muda

tuk meraih cita-cita

tempat belajar dan menuntut ilmu,

tuk menjadi seorang satria

inilah istana kebanggaan kami,

SMA Negeri 3 Semarang..

junjung tinggi budaya bangsa

serta cinta pada sesama

berdasarkan Pancasila dan Undang-Undang dasar 45

Kami ini satria Ganesha

siap abdi nusa bangsa negara

pengabdian tulus jujur dan wibawa

bagi jaya indonesia

SMA 3 SELALU BERJAYAAAAAA!!"

horeeeee masih hafal mars smaga ;)

gossip time

2009-10-30T05:14:00.001-07:00

jumat, 30 oktober 2009 di kost Riana..

presidium 1 (puput) : "bismillahirrahmanirahim, dengan ini sidang perceraian iffa-yudith resmi dibuka." tok tok tok
presidium 1 (puput): "kepada peserta sidang, apakah ada yang ingin ditanyakan kepada narasumber (yudith)?"
peserta sidang (riana): "interupsi!" *angkat tangan*
presidium 1 (puput): "ya silakan sebut nama"
peserta sidang (riana): "saya riana (masih sama), saya ingin mengajukan pertanyaan kepada yudith, apa yang melatarbelakangi anda memutuskan untuk bercerai dengan iffa?"

peserta sidang yang lain (iffa, nurul) heboh, ketawa ngakak kak kak kak kak!

presidium 1 (puput): tok tok tok tok "harap peserta tenang!"
presidium 1 (puput): "peserta sidang menanyakan apa yang melatarbelakangi perceraian saudara yudith dengan iffa"
narasumber (yudith): "yaa gitu hehe haha hehe haha (ketawa-ketiwi nggak jelas)"
presidium 1 (puput): "bagaimana, apakah sepakat dengan alasan saudara Yudith?"
peserta sidang (iffa): "interupsi! saya iffa, alasannya nggak elit! tolong jelaskan apa yang terjadi kemaren siang pulang kuliah!"
narasumber (yudith): "ya gitu to.. dia maen ke rumah..hehehehe" (masih shy shy cat)
peserta sidang (iffa): "interupsi!"
presidium 1 (puput): "silakan sebut nama & NIM"
peserta sidang (iffa): "saya iffa, tolong jelaskan kenapa tiba-tiba status FB anda berubah dari single-in open relationship?"
narasumber (yudith): "hahaha ya itu to, kemaren malem pas maen ke rumah dia nembak aku he he he"
peserta sidang (riana): "interupsi! saya riana masih sama, tolong jelaskan proses penembakannya"
presidium 1 (puput): "Saudara Riana meminta anda menjelaskan bagaimana proses penembakan"
narasumber (Yudith): "hahaha ya gitulah.. privacy.. hahaha"

lagi-lagi semua peserta sidang heboh, ngakak gak karuan

presidium 1 (puput): tok tok tok! "harap peserta tenang"
presidium 1 (puput): "Bagaimana, apakah sepakat dengan jawaban narasumber?"
peserta sidang (iffa, nurul, riana): "sepakaaaaat!"
....

beginilah kalo wanita2 stress ngumpul bareng. iya, stress berat gara-gara midtest & tugas yang gak ada ujungnya. hari ini mid TI & semalem begadang bikin makalah penelitian laptop sampe jam setengah 3 pagi, bangun jam setengah 5. Puput malah bela-belain gak tidur sama sekali demi tugas ini hahahaha

aneh ya nggossipnya dibikin ky sidang hahaha oon!

jadi gini lo ceritanya, Yudith soulmate saya, yang kemana-mana nebengin saya, pokoknya ada Yudith pasti ada iffa, mendadak selingkuh sama orang lain huahuaa

*lesbong mode:on*

dan inti dari gossipp time kali ini adalah konferensi persnya si yudith perihal love lifenya. hejiaaan manten anyar prikitiwwww ;p

seneng deh liat sahabat saya pada punya yang spesial-spesial. hehehe

trus nasib saya?

"pa, udah to kamu tu sama si ************************* aja rakwes, kamu sama si ************* tu bla bla bla blaaa"

kata temen-temen.

preketeeek!

emooooh! emooooh! mau kuliah dulu cing!

(cieeh)

one thing that you have to know my dears,

i'm ALONE, but not LONELY

sendiri, tapi gak pernah kesepian. alhamdulillah :)

2nd DIY Header Project

2009-10-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hello

quick update here :)

HEADLINE NEWS:

i've just finished my web programming assignment : make a webpage using HTML codes.

then i decided to choose grungy theme for the header. hehe

i loooooove grunge so damn much. it's dirty, but keeeeeewl!

and this is the header for my webpage, my 2nd DIY-project. made it using adobe photoshop.

the tittle is

"PhotoArt

when photography meets art"

hahahaha mekso ya ;D

bu beta, please give me 'A' for this job! lol

simple grunge

any critics? comments? or errrr compliments?
*ngarep*
hahahaha

enough. my eyes are glued hoaaaahm
thanks to notepad & photoshop who have accompanied me along this saturday nite.
what a romantic date ;p

from A to Z

2009-10-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

baby, i'm back :)

selalu dan selalu ada aja alesan buat ngeblog, sesibuk apapun saya *ciee*
here is a place where i can pour sadness, joy, happiness, angry in the same bowl.
walopun curhat panjang lebar disini gak ada bedanya sm ngomong ke tembok. yang penting kan gak bikin dower, sepanjang apapun curhatannya ;p

malem ini ngerasa sedikit tenang, gak ada tugas yg mesti dikumpulin besok.
TAPI deadline2 tugas lain masih menghantui & jadi momok yg bikin kepala nyut-nyutan & gak bisa tidur tenang

-__-
akhirnya hari ini bisa pulang sore. kemaren-kemaren tiap hari pulang malem mulu hoaah. praktikum ini itu sampe sore, abis itu bikin tugas rame-rame di Widya Puraya bareng geng saya (haha) sampe maghrib.
sampai rumah mandi 10 menit trus nyalain kompi, bikin tugas lagi & akhirnya bisa nyium bau kasur jam 1 dini hari. trus paginya ngampus jam 7 zzzz
waktu saya ngadepin komputer jauh-jauh lebih banyaaaak daripada waktu buat keluarga.
pulang malempun kadang bapak-ibu juga belum pulang. palingan ketemu kalo pagi doang.jaelaah udah berasa artis wae ik :p

kelas saya semakin gila. semakin keliatan watak aslinya. ilang jaimnya, ya begitulah.
terutama geng saya : puput, yudith, nurul, riana, jamela, lia.
iya geng, geng gossip seperti biasa. yang paling heboh di kelas, yang ngakaknya paling kenceng, yang hobi surat-suratan kalo lagi males dengerin dosen, yang kemana-mana bareng, ke kantin bareng, bikin tugas bareng, hotspotan bareng, ngejus bareng, foya-foya bareng kekekeke
tapi biasanya cuma ber5 sih, jamela rajin bgt bolos kuliah, kalo lia sibuk jadi ketua kelas, sibuk juga sama sandy. hmmm

gak muna ya, punya geng itu penting. tapi yang positif lo! bukan geng-geng yang ky di tipi-tipi ;p
di kelas cowo-cowo juga pada ngegeng, malah ada yang terang-terangan menamakan diri "anak komunitas" tauk tuh maksudnya apaan. gak kratip banget ngasi nama ;p
ketuanya si Aal, gak tanggung2 pengikutnya 10 orang meeen! tapi ini bukan geng yang nyebelin, yang sok-sokan gitu, tp geng yg isinya anak-anak rajin & kocak! apalagi Aal hobi banget ngelawak di kelas.

jadi inget aal pernah nanya

A: eh fa, kamu gak ikutan bikin komunitas?

I: ogah ah, aku kan merakyat

A: aaaah berarti gengnya gak terorganisir dengan baek, gak ky kita. ntar kita bikin kaos komunitas yokk (ngomong ke temen-temenya)

huahahahahaha

walopun pada ngegeng, tapi tetep bs membaur satu sama laen kok. gak mungkin dong ya kemana-mana mesti seangkatan, pasti masing-masing punya temen deket. ya kayak jaman-jaman SMA dululah.
saya sendiri belum begitu deket sama temen-temen laen. jangankan deket, namanya aja gak hafal-hafal. hehehe
saya nyebutnya geng aja gpp kan? kalo nyebutnya temen-temen deket/temen sepermainan/sahabat sejati (hoek) kan kepanjangan hehe okok? :)
oh ya di kelas saya banyak cowo2 nyebelin yang sok cool yang playboy padahal tampangnya pas-pasan! hoeeeek gak mau nyebut nama/inisial ah, pokoknya banyak!
la mbok ya ngaca to mas, mas.. ck!
ini nih yang sering jadi bahan gossipan saya & temen-temen hahaha.. ngiri juga sama anak-anak reguler 2 yang kynya udah kompak banget. yaiyalah, cuma 20an orang & cewenya cm 2. hehe
kemaren pas hari apa gitu lupa, geng saya + chacha, intan akustikan bareng lo..
prikitiww!
:D
rencananya kita mau tampil gitu di halal bihalal ilkom angkatan 2004-2009, mewakili angkatan 2009.
udah dibela-belain kembaran pake batik, latihan dari pagi-siang, gonta ganti lagu sampe suara ngelokor eee malah gak jadi tampil.hahaa
cuma nyanyi bareng2 kok, yang nggitar anak-anak reguler 2: musa & zacky yang katanya multitalent haha piss! :p
kalo gak gini gak bakal kenal sama anak-anak reguler 2 hehe
kalo kemaren akustikan, kapan-kapan kita dangdutan bareng yook :)

heeem btw pagi tadi saya melakukan ketololan. apa itu? nyetaples jari saya sendiri. mantap! gila tenan, tu staples sampai bener-bener nujep jep jep ke jari -___-

segini dulu ya postingannya. iya, emang gak penting banget kok hehee maaf kalo bahasanya acakadut, ceritanya campur aduk, tema gak jelas, ples kebanyakan heha hehe hoak hoek ;p

Mac Makes My Days

2009-10-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

first rule of blogging:

write what you feel. safely done. no insects involved

(raditya dika)

woohooo i'm feeling perfectly happy :)

finally i got what i want: MacBook, si apel kroak yg bener-bener bikin saya jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama, kedua, ketiga, dan seterusnyaaaaaaaa. hehehe

makasih ya, bapak ibuuuuuu! :*

kemaren sempet bingung milih mac/toshiba L510 yg juga bagus buat design grafis. sebenernya udah bener-bener mantep milih Mac, tp mendadak ragu setelah dikasi tau kalo gak ada service centernya di semarang. adanya di jogja & jakarta. wadoooh -__- trus juga kalo nginstall software2 di Mac rada susah, gak setiap orang bisa. trus saya minta pendapat ke temen-temen, kata mereka "ya Mac doooong!". yaudah nurut apa kata temen-temen aja dah. hehehehe :)

btw rada ribet juga ya ngoperasiin Macintosh. mungkin gara-gara udah terbiasa pake windows kali ya.. ngerasa aneh aja, gak ada klik kanan, klik kiri ky di windows hehehe. kalo kata temen saya, "Windows tuh bikin bodo, kegampangan sih"

hahahahajaar! :p

tapi seru kok pake Mac. beneran deh! walopun sejauh ini baru bisa ganti wallpaper (setelah ngutak-atik berjam-jam) haha parah! di dalemnya udah ada adobe photoshop, inDesign, illustrator, flash, dreamwaver. semuanya CS3. icikitirr! :D

ayo ayo stop make windows & hijrah ke Mac aja, temen-temen! laptop ini cocok banget buat pengolahan multimedia. kalo mau yang paling keren, pake aja MacBook Pro (kelas tetringgi di Mac) , tapi harganya selangit. hahaha

kalo pengen yang slim, pake MacBook Air, tp speknya standar. kalo punya saya MacBook White. gak sanggup beli yang pro sih ;p

macbook white

macbook pro (+golden hard case)

macbook air

oh iya, sekarang Mac bisa dikasi 2 OS lo.. bisa Macintosh & windows XP, atau Macintosh & vista, atau Macintosh & linux. jadi gak perlu kuatir :D

waduh udah berasa sales aja nih. hehehe

yo dibeli dibeli! dijamin gak nyesel deeeh :D

btw sorry banget kalo bakalan jarang update sesering kemaren2. dosen semakin kejam, tugas makin menggila. saben hari di kampus dari pagi-sore. sampe rumah bukannya istirahat tapi nglembur bikin tugas. weekend ini rencananya mau nyelesain tugas-tugas yang makin hari makin nambah. tugas indo, inggris, bikin webpage, tugas pemrograman web-bikin tabel pake html, makalah laptop, tugas praktikum TI tentang ubuntu, blablabla. pheeeewww. let it flow aja deh. alon-alon asal kelakon. gak boleh ngeluh. mengeluh tidak baek bagi kesehatan kan ya? :)

udahan ah. malah ngalor ngidul nih ngomongnya. daaadaaa!

Always Forget to Forget You

2009-10-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

hello.

it's saturday night. cloudy outside my room, pretty cold.
i'm here, alone with this lappy. has just opened my favourite folder ever: padepokan the best-est, that saved thousands photos, thousands memories with them, my sisters & brothers.

again, i miss you my silly witty crazy padepokan ;(
sorry people & my dear blog, i couldnt stop sayin this feeling, couldnt stop make a post about them, couldn't stop tell you a story about our perfect friendship. i'm sorry. maybe you are bored, but i'm not.
i love wasting time in front of my lappy/pc just for viewing our pictas, just like what i'm doing here, now.

these are some photographs we made together when buber (buka bersama) at sasri's home.

one evening after one month being separated.

full of laugh and stupid jokes, as usual.

we shared everything, about our new friends, new college, all.

from OSPEK stories to horror stories.

"sudah malam apa sudah tau?"

a simple sentence but still stucked in my mind.

hiiii spooky :O

(sorry if you dont get what i mean, only us who know xp)

btw, looky! everybody looked so happpppppy!

brads & sists, i'll always cross my fingers, pray for our success.
good luck, may Allah always besides us.

see you around, in other round :)